Rich kid | Yoonmin

Chapter 71

Yoongi
If you decide you don't wanna do it it's totally okay

Jimin
I know

Jimin
I know that you won't force me

Yoongi
Where did that suddenly come from?

Yoongi
Not that it's a bad thing

Yoongi
Just really unexpected

Jimin
I don't know

Jimin
I feel like I'm still clinging onto those classic toxic masculinity traits somehow

Jimin
And I try not to

Jimin
But I keep going back to it instead of getting comfortable

Jimin
You're the only one around whom I don't end up doing that shit

Jimin
And I feel like it might help

Jimin
Because it's one of these things that kind of make me want to panic

Yoongi
I'm not sure about that reasoning ._.

Yoongi
That you panic about it shouldn't be a reason for you to try it

Jimin
It's more about getting over stuff like that

Jimin
To let go of the feeling that doing things like bottoming has anything to do with me not being a guy

Jimin
Or reduces me to something less masculine

Jimin
No idea how to properly describe it though

Yoongi
I mean that's good but shouldn't you start of some other way?

Yoongi
Not heavy shit like that right away?

Jimin
I mean I already am

Jimin
Dating a guy, cuddling and shit are all things I would have shat myself over in the past

Yoongi
I'm laughing

Yoongi
You're pretty chill honestly

Yoongi
Or at least seem to be around me?

Yoongi
I really don't think you have much to work on anymore

Jimin
You sure?

Jimin
Because I still end up feeling pretty weird when ppl see us and stuff like that

Jimin
I mean I'm okay with it

Jimin
But I spend way too much time thinking about what they might think

Yoongi
That's pretty normal

Yoongi
Caring about what people think

Yoongi
That has nothing to do with toxic masculinity

Jimin
But you're so chill about it every time

Jimin
I wish I could be more like you when it comes to this