He's My Life - Taro X Ayano

The Bento

Ayanos POV

My Senpai... my sweet sweet Senpai. I love him in more words that love its self can explain. He gave me life. And soon he'll be mine. All mine...

Everyone was still a bit frightened from all the trauma over the past weeks. But that didnt matter now. They didnt know who the hunter was, they didnt know where the bodies went... they're all gone now.

Senpai had changed classes because of what happened in his class and he didnt want to be in there anymore. And ever so hopefully picked my class to be in. He sits at the front on the right corner and all i can do all class is watch him and draw pictures of him. Hes my perfect person.

Today is the day i finally get him to notice me and I'll win him for sure!  I stayed up all night formulating the best bento idea for him. But I dont know what I'll say to him cause I  poisoned the Bento Osana gave him. I was very tired but my Senpai gave me energy by just looking at him.

When I changed my shoes I went to my desk and waited for Senpai to put his bag down. When everyone put their bag down and everyone was out of sight i went into Senpais bag and stole his bento.

So the plan was to give him mine then he'll see how kind and sweet i am... to most people hehehehe...

But the 2nd problem was... i loose control of everh fibre of my body when Im around him. But... i had to keep my cool.

During class I didnt sign in to school yet so i was classifyed as late. I was wagging and speaking to myself in the mirror of the girls bathroom. I was pumping myself up and boosting my confidence. I pretty much nailed it! My confidence was high!

I went and got a late pass from the guidance councillor. Then I walked into class, looking at Senpai for a second and.... HE WAVED TO ME!!!

From all that talking with myself in the bathroom I was an inch away from loosing my cool. I nervously waved back to him. I gave the late pass to the teacher and headed to back for my seat.

I was drawing more senpai and going through what I was gonna say in my head.

When lunch time came I felt a jolt of adrenaline. I got up and got the Bento box out my bag. The whole class was put having lunch but i stole Senpais lunch so I could give mine to him. I saw him rummaging through his bag looking for his lunch. He grunted in displeaure.

When he stood up straight I gathered all the fricken courage Ive ever had and tapped his shoulder. I felt like i was dying when he turned around and stared into my eyes.

"Uh... i-i see.... you c-cant f-find your.... bento...." i said trying to sound cool and relaxed but totally failed. IF I SAW THAT RIGHT I WJFJDBNRBEJSNEBDBRBRNDKRNTFNKFNRJE HE BLUSHED AT ME.!!!!!!

"Yeah... how unfortunate" he said rubbing the back of his head. I was hanging on by a thread that he was cutting so.... very.... slowly....

"H-hey do you w-want... my.... bento?" I said a bit more confident than first time.

"Oh... but its your lunch" he said looking down.

"I-im not hungry... go ahead" i said handing the box to him.

"Oh... well... thanks!" He said. As he went to grab the box out of my hands OUR FINGER ACCIDENTLY TOUCHED. AND HE BLUSHED. He grabbed it and said thanks again then walked up to his eating spot.

As soon as he was gone and out of hearing range i fell to the floor and COMPLETELY LOST IT!

I was screaming and giggling and pulling my hair. It was so magical. I couldnt believe it!!! But now im hungry... and i left Senpais Bento in the storage room... sigh.

I went downstairs to the storage room and sat their eating his Bento savouring every bite. I kept the paper and the plastic and was a new addition to my Senpai shrime that i had to move to my cupboard cause it was getting full... so now i have a floordrobe...

After lunch when i sat down Senpai came up to me and I tried so hard to stay natural.

"Hey thanks for the Bento it was delicious!" He said.

"Take your seat Yamada!" The teacher demanded. He turned around and winked then quickly shuffled back to his desk. DID...HE...JUST...WINK!?

I felt like i was gonna die from love and happiness.

Today I also ACTUALLY did my cleaning part of the school.

When school was over I went home to have a meltdown of happiness and exitement. My SENPAI! Hes everything to me. He gave me the feelings to be alive.

I was planning the way i was going to attract him tomorrow. And i may have even gained more confidence to talk to him! I went down to the basement to feed Megami. She looked up at me. "You monster you wont get away with this" she said.

"Tch" i said mockingly. I got a knife and finally began doing some damage to her. I cut heart stapes in her face and cut her right hand clean off. "You know... my parent will be home in afew days... why not just finish you?" I said raising the knife. "No please I-Ill----" then I stabbed her. I put her body into a camping trunk and cleaned up the blood.

I went back upstairs to make myself dinner. While i was cooking i burnt myself but... it didnt hurt? I deliberately burned myself again to check. Why wasnt this hurting? Does it have something to do with Senpai?

After i ate i brushed my teeth, got in pajamas and hopped in bed. I had another dream about my precious Senpai. Me and him were at the beach, splashing eachother with waved, laughing. I got stung by a jellyfish and he carried me back to shore. He carried me and all our stuff to our car. He was so caring in this dream... hopefully hes like that when he becomes my boyfriend.