This book is explaining what I do basically, and some other random things. It's probably going to be a vent and a draw book tbh...
So basically this is about my feelings and my drawings👌
Okay so I've got to do some explaining, I guess. I feel like I have to or else people will think that I don't want to talk to them. I really want to talk to them to be honest. I'm going to tell a part of a story of why I'm like this, and try to explain it. This started in the summer of 2018, I was in a really bad state. I felt like I was just interrupting peoples lives, and that it would be better if I was gone. So at first, I broke up with my boyfriend, which was a major problem. We literally played all day and night, and I loved him and my friend group a LOT, but I did still did it. I never spoke to him or my online friends at all that summer. It killed me to think of what they went through, and I only told my boyfriend and no one else. I was so dumb. I don't know why I didn't tell anyone else. But I think I know why, I really didn't want to confront them. My depression got worse, and honestly, I thought of killing myself... My mind told me to not do it though. I was scared of what would happen next... That's only a part of it, but I hope you get the gist of it. If you didn't, I felt like I was a burden and no one needed me. That's the gist. So yeah... Hopefully now you know why I'm so distant at times. I've gotten better, but it's starting to trigger again. So, don't let your hope give way!
Also, I really don't want anyone to treat me differently because of this. So it would be mint if you didn't. (I'm cringing bc of the mint😥 but fuck it DUUUDDDEEE)
But I also really wanted to show off a drawing right now so I'm going to, its not finished and it's really blury, but I'm really proud of it so far
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