Chapter 1

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Michael

"Mikey, honey, wake up" I heard mom say in her mommy voice, the small ray of light that managed to enter my bedroom hitting my face

"Coming.." I groan in my pillow, if she loves me so much why can't she understand I don't wanna go to school ,I hate school, I hate the students, I hate the teachers, I hate the fact that it's a catholic school and if my dad's right I could burst in flames by just being inside of it

I (hardly) stand up and walk towards the bathroom, not even bothering on looking myself in the mirror, i don't need a reminder of how disgusting I am

I press shuffle in my cell phone and Playing God started filling the room, It's already a habit, I do everything with music, I eat with music, I shower with music, I even study with music.. and my parents wonder why I have such bad grades.

I enter the shower, the warm water falling all over me and the music drowning my thoughts "I can't make my own decisions, or make any with precision" I sing along, the soap bubbles washing my skeletal body, I hate my body, it's so skinny people think I have some eating disorder, people are stupid, and I'm as pale as those twilight vampires, if at least I had their muscles "Next time you point a finger, I'll point it to the mirror"

I get out of the shower, water driplets falling from my dyed red hair, i dry myself and quickly put on my awful school uniform and a sleeping with sirens hoodie to cover my tattoos from my stuck in 19th century school

I ran downstairs where my mom is making the dishes and my 14 years old sister Bethany is pouring a pound of chocolate over her pancakes, what a waist of chocolate and pancakes

"Good morning honey, the new neighbors passed by a and left some muffins, want some?" Mom said and kept doing the dishes, i picked a blueberry muffin with green frosting and gave it a bite before pouring some maple syrup over my pancakes

I smile at the delicious picture mom made for me, she isn't that bad, she's in fact a good mother, dad's the problem, he thinks just because his work he has to have the perfect suburban family, the only flaw in his plan its me, and he knows it

That's when (Speaking of the devil) my dad enters the room wearing his usual black oufit with white neck, he kissed mom and took a Blue/Green cupcake from the table "Guys hurry up, I'm running late for work" he says taking the car keys and leaving, Beth following behind

i shoved the cupcake on my mouth and ran outside, leaving my breakfast on the table. i got on the back seat and put my ear buds on so i can completely ignore my family

Dad drives Beth to school before me, oh, i didn't mention it? well my school is divided in 2, one of boys and one of girls which only get together on prom night and sometimes during sports games, i never go to prom though, i prefer stay home with my best friend playing- i mean, beating his ass on COD

I got out of the car, slamming the door before dad even get to say goodbye, walked into the building and towards my locker, next to it i saw the curly headed lad wearing the hockey team's jacket "Michael!" Ash says

"Sup Ash" i waved at him and opened my locker, leaving my stuff in there

"Hey mate, y' heard bout the new guy?" he asked

"No, and i don't care"

"Yes you do" Ash says and i roll my eyes "People say that his parents moved here because they discovered he's gay and they're trying to 'heal' him"

"Heal? and they great idea was making him go to a school with only boys? straight people are stupid..."

"Hey! I'm straight!"

"Sure, tell it to that asian boy of yours"

"Calum's not asian, he's kiwi, we're both straight and we're just friends" Ash explains "Anyway, back to the subject, what do you think, you, new guy, frickle frackling in the back of a car"

"I'm gonna ignore that you just used the term Frick Frack, in fact, I'm gonna ignore all this 'lemme set you up with a guy who i don't know' conversation" i say "And i don't do that stuff in the back of a car, I'm not some drunken slut"

"First, yes you do, and second, i wanna see you happyyy"

"I am happy Ashton, stop playing cupid!" i say "But speaking of which... i have a new neighbor you think... da fuck I'm saying?! you know better than anyone i can't date guys"

"Ok but when you become a cat lady don't come crying to uncle Ash coz I'm not gonna help you"

"C'mon Ash, we both know I'm gonna live in your basement" i say sticking my tongue out, in that the asi- i mean kiwi guy who's name i don't remember arrives

"Hi Ash! And.. Ash's friend" He says

"Michael" i correct him

"Calum" he introduces himself and shakes my hand "Hey Ash, the team is gonna come to my place after the practice this afternoon and i was thinking... since you are the captain... if you wanna come over" he says blushing and avoid eye contact and all that crap you do when you have a crush on someone

"Ehmm, Ye-Yeah, su-sure, I'd love to, can i bri-bring Michael?" HE'S FREAKING SUTTERING! THIS IS HELLA FUNNY

"Sure! Wanna walk to class? we have history on first period" Calum says

"I'll leave you guys alone, i have science, see ya on PE" i say and they walk away, and there it goes my super straight best friend falling head over heals over a super straight K-popper

*Author Note*

I've been trying to write this for days now but wattpad always erases it!

Tell me what ya think about this ♥

ily bye!

Annie♥

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