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When the bullying starts

It's the beginning of Olivia's kindergarten year she has no friends and doesn't talk to anybody besides her brother. Right around the third day of school is when Olivia's life begins to crumble.

Olivia's POV
She's just off in her own world figuring out how to make new friends. She is just a kindergartner so it should be easy right? For Olivia it's hard to make friends because she's a very shy and a quiet person the only person who really seems like a friend to her is her brother Samuel. She sees him very little until they both get home so a lot of the time Olivia is alone with people she doesn't know and just a curious little mind of hers that she doesn't know soon will start to crumble to bits. It's now recess she wants to hang out with her brother but her brother has lots of friends so she doesn't bother cause she doesn't want to socialize with people that are older then her besides her brother so she try's to make some friends.  She walks over to these two girls that she recognizes from her class they seemed to her that they where friends but little does Olivia know these are gonna be her new bullies, but anyways Olivia walks over to the two girls and introduces herself to them. "Hi my name is Olivia what's your names" Olivia says quietly but loud enough to hear. One of the girls reply's saying " Hello Olivia my name is Emma and this is Ava" saying it in a sarcastic way as if they don't want to be bothered. Olivia doesn't mind the tone of there voice it just made her curious on why Emma made that tone of voice. "Do you guys want to be friends with me?" Olivia asks but the next response Olivia awaits to hear. "Oh um no who would want to be friends with you your not pretty and just because your in our class doesn't mean we will want to be your friends nobody in the class even likes you" Ava says, Olivia doesn't know what bullying actually is or means so she just assumes that there both just having a bad day so she sits next to them on the swings and Emma and Ava just look at each other confused on what Olivia just did "um why did you just sit down we just told you that we didn't want to be your friends and that nobody does" Emma says, "well yeah I heard what you said but you guys just looked like you guys wanted a friend so I just thought maybe if I sat with you guys we could just play on the swings" Olivia says, "like anyone would want to play or have fun with you your weird and annoying so you better get off before we have to push you off" Emma says, Olivia frowns but right before she try's to stop the swing from rocking back and fourth the next thing she hears is Emma saying something but she can't really her that well. "Push Olivia off the swings it will be better without her here and she doesn't even deserve to be on the swings" Emma says " but isn't that a little mean and I don't want to hurt her" Ava says "ether push her or your not gonna be my friend Ava" Emma says. Ava doesn't want to push her off the swings because she knows better but she doesn't want to loose her friend.  "But" Ava says "Ava no buts do it or else" Emma says "ok" Ava says quietly and slowly walks in front of Olivia seeing she's trying to stop herself to get off so then she doesn't get pushed. Right as the swing is starting to slow down Ava pushes Olivia backwards and Olivia falls off. "Why did you do that I was trying to get off already" Olivia says "because it's fun watching people fun plus I had a time limit for you to get off which was amazing of course cause you had to get of right after I said to and you didn't so you got pushed" Emma says "it kinda was just a little favor so now go away you don't belong here and you never will" Olivia looks at her hands and arms to see if anything happened before she got back up and sure enough she sees a few cuts from the wood chips on her hands and some on her wrists but then gets up and walks away. She wanted to cry she couldn't hold herself back so she just goes into the girls bathroom and washes of the blood from her hands which stings really bad so she couldn't resist to cry plus she was alone so now she could so she just let out a few tears because of how much it's hurt but then she walked into a stall and just let out a few tears and the next thing you know is a few turned into full out crying all she wanted was her brother but she couldn't cause she didn't want her brother to leave his friends just for his little sister. She started thinking about what Emma and Ava said and that's when her mind first came into place and that's when she knew she wouldn't find any friends it was just her and would always be her because she didn't want to bring her brother into anything she's going through she wanted her brother to be happy and have friends. She heard the bell ring to go back into class but she couldn't go back into a class where Emma and Ava were. Plus she was wearing short sleeves so she also knew she would get asked in how those cuts got on her arms and her hands and probably would have to make up some sort of excuse plus she also would have to dry her tears and she couldn't stop crying so she was just there crying her emotion just a gray storm cloud with rain falling from it.