Awake and asleep
I will still think of you.
I think of you and me
and how you were so true.
I try hard not to remember
the feelings i once had,
I must now surrender.
In my dreams
we are together.
I fear sleep now
for seeing you there
will kill me forever.
You once said
this will never end.
Your promise was broke
and my heart was left to mend.
You walk around
pretending to be someone else.
I know who you are
so stop pretending.
Happiness is foreign to you,
and loneliness surrounds you.
Deep inside you are sad and hurt
but you choose to suppress it.
I want to let you go
but you wont let me.
You torture me
and you tease me.
There are questions left unanswered.
I beg on my knees for peace
but peace doesn't come.
I forgot who i was
I'm still so lost.
Life isn't fair and
I wish you were here.
I've loved you before
and I love you still,
I know that now
I always will.
I hope you remember
who you really are.
I hope you find happiness
just like I did.
If you ever need me
just let me know.
But remember,
it was you who let me go.
