The Boy Sitting In The Back.

In side of me

   

   Max POV

     I know you hate me I hate myself I know you're better off without me. I'm sorry I never responded to the letters you sent I know I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being late I'm sorry I never did what you said but now your dead and there's no way to do it over. Something just never change I will always be that boy who said he hates you and you will always be my mom that never said I love you.

    I'm sorry I didn't go to your funeral or ever the hospital I'm sorry I was born. Maybe if I wasn't born maybe you would still be alive. I'm sorry I stopped being that good boy and started to fall off my feet. I'm sorry I left home and never came back or never said goodbye. I'm sorry I started to cut line's on my wrist. I'm sorry for leaving you alone when you need me the most.

I'm so sorry mom.

I'm so sorry mom.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

So so so sorry.

Sorry mom.

I left you and let you die.

It's my fault.

I'm sorry.

Please forgive me.

I'm sorry.

It's all my fault.

Now you must be happy to know that my forster parents are abusive and I get abused every day. I'm sorry Mommy and Daddy I know I messed up.