Hello???

How Everyone Knows Me

Everything seems to be fine, but is it really? Everybody has there secrets to right? Then, what am i doing in a bathroom stall just listening to music instead of being in class? Why is because i am having a panic attack, and listing to calm music helps me. Ever since then... No no no snap out of it, i can't and shouldn't think about it for a while like the doctors told me. I have lived all the way to high school. What causes my panic attacks: When kids know I'm adopted, run me over because I'm short and my past... (Deep Breaths) *Sigh* Okay back to class now, i should be fine. Yet, just when i got better.. the least person i wanted to see was Felix Aguire
The number one person who ruined my world, the one to stick up for me then try to bully me at the same time like those other kids. I don't understand why I'm still in school but i lasted this long so i believe or hope that i can finish it. Hello? Felix says. Emily? Earth to Emily? Oh, yeah? You just spaced out in the hall once you saw me.. Oh, I'm just dehydrated. Yeah, just dehydrated and not paying attention. Well um I'm going to go now so bye! With that Emily ran to her class.
-2 Minutes Later-
I'm back karla.(Your Best friend since elementary). What took you so damn long? I thought you had to use the restroom? I mean i did but the i ran into Felix.. Felix? As in Felix Aguire? Yes him, theres nobody else that has that name you know! Okay well, at least in our school. Okay well did Ms. Bates come out here? Yeah but good thing class is almost over and its 7th period. Oh, Emily. Do you see that kid? Karla says. Who? That kid over there behind Trever. Oh yeah, i see him but what about him.  I heard he got into a major bad accident when he was young, Karla says. Oh just like how bad? He's adopted just like you. Maybe you have someone who can be in your shoes now. Yeah.. i murmured. Hey you okay? Karla asked because she noticed that i spaced out again. Oh yeah I'm fine. Well I'll see you tomorrow okay? Yeah bye Karla. Bye~
-After 10 minutes of driving home-
Hey mom, Emily says. Hey dear how was school? Mom asked. Oh it was fine. Your father is working late again today. Oh okay mom. Emily huni, you can tell me anything okay? Feel free to open up so i can help you? Okay we will always be here for you when you need us. Remember you have a voice to speak up and say anything that comes up to your mind, just express your self. Yeah, i know mom. Thanks for reminding me. Mhmm, go up stairs wash up, do homework and dinner should be done by then okay? Yeah, okay mom.
As i head upstairs i look at mom before i go.. although i should be checked on, i check on her because she also needs someone when dad isn't here. And dad hasn't really come around at times because he's usually working late but he says its for the family. I just don't understand. Like i don't want to be poor but we aren't rich either just perfectly in the middle. A safe place, food, roof over our head, and more that i never asked for yet we have it. I'm just i don't know.. stressed?
-20 Minutes Later-
Omg, mom it smells so good. A~ Fry rice is the bomb. Thank you mom. Mhmm, eat up huni. Mom says. After dinner i finished my homework and did shower. Although i have deep things.. I'm still a normal teenager that watches tv, does chores, a straight A's student, and of course plays video games. Don't get me wrong, i do use social media but not as much as other kids. Emily huni! Mom yells from upstairs. Can you please bring my purse?! Yes mom! I yell back. I go to get her purse and find out she has pills? What for? Last time i checked mom was fine. It says its for her panic attacks?! And i thought i was the only one in the family who had them. No, i know what your thinking. Yes, i do knw people may have them here or there or it just came ut of the blue but my mom? The most healthiest person i knew besides a doctor? Wow, quite surprised. Emily?! Oh, coming mom! Here you go. I say. Thank you huni. Go ahead and go to sleep you must be tired but happy because tomorrow is Saturday meaning the weekend huh! Yup! Good night mom. Good night huni, she gives you a kiss on your forehead. Sleep well! Okay mom. With that i left the room and went to mine. And i didn't go to sleep until an hour later because o was thinking about what Karla said about that boy behind Trever. Who is he? Does he possibly know me? Are we related? I don't know but i have a feeling he knows me. And the way he looks at me in class.. like if he misses me? Just found me? I don't know but i was think about this for an hour and didn't go to sleep because of this so oh well. I'll just have to find more information about him later...
To be continued...