My life ((Jhene aiko and august alsina ))

Promises ❤️

We walked up to the grave , .

"U want to go first ?"

"Yes" she said shaking her head fast

I put the blanket on the side of his tombstone

The grave yard he is in isnt that many people there so it was very spacious and comfortable

"Hey daddy I have so much to tell you , I'm going on a trip to the zoo on Tuesday ,and I got in to a really bad fight today but I was just sticking up for my self , I'm in one of auntie new songs it's called promises its about me and you , and I want to start dancing because it's really fun and aunty know how to do it to she can help me aunty is the best she loves so much and she gets me everything but I want my mommy cause I get messed with at school because I don't have my mom or dad I wish u was here I love u and miss you " she said teary eye ,

"He loves u too baby girl ok? " She nods her head up and down "Ok and we going to have to talk about that fighting thing later ok ??"

"Yes ".

"OK"

I sat down where she was sitting I pulled her into my lap she laid her head in my neck , and I rocked us back and fourth as I talked

"Hey Brodie , I had an audition today for AUGUST ALSINA I might open up for him on his tour ,this could be my big break ,I know u want me to stop stripping but it's the only way I can survive and only way nami can survive , Sam I don't know how to do nothing else , all I know how to do is sing and dance , like who wants to sign a ex-stripper to their label or who want to let an ex-stripper use their property for a dance studio or even let an ex-stripper dance in there studio sam people do research they dig into people lives so it's going to be really easy to find out I was a stripper trust me all because I fucked my life up by becoming a damn stripper wanting to live the fast life people going to look at me like I'm a hoe "I said breaking down crying I tried to keep calm because of nami " but u don't have to worry cause I'm going to make u so proud and u not going to have to worry about me ,no u don't have to worry about me " I said smiling and wiping my tears, "but um yea (laughs ) I'm going to go job hunting today and tomorrow , and if I get a job any where I'll quit stripping I promise well I got to go big bro i love u and I'll come back in 2 weeks probably , I kissed his tombstone and got up

It was a 10 minute walk back to my car , and nami was getting heavy for her to only be 6 years old ,

Finally making it to my car I strapped her in her seat and started to my first stop ; sneaker villa

4 hours later

I went to sneaker villa , Wendy's , checkers , a daycare place , and forever 21 , even a dance studio asking if I could have my own classes they all said the same thing I will call u in a few days if u got the job /if you can

I'm on my way to drop nami off at my older sister house Chandra so she can play with her cousins ( mya , Kay and chay ) and so I can go to "work"

Me and cha go the same dad just different moms

When I pulled I saw some cars that I really never seen there , I walked in and I heard men talking along with cha ,

"Cha where samia at I haven't see her or nami in forever ?"

"She should b here in a little bit to drop nami off "

"Aye bout to see my lil sis I miss her "

I remember that voice anywhere, it was my nigga sneak voice Man I miss that nigga

I walked in the room

"Hey cha" I said taking off nami jacket and bookbag, when I looked up everybody was looking at me "what?"

"U look so .......different ...like grown different "

"Ooook" I laughed "cha she already eat and already took a nap did her homework took her pills and she has her pump with her cause she breathing a little heavy and uneven today she has a snack in her bag give her Apple sauce then Apple juice then send her to the bathroom she has to bed at 10:34 ok? I should b back my 12 tonight ok ? " I said in one breath

"Samia?"

"What "

"I have 3 kids I believe I know what I'm doing "

"I'm just saying"

"Ok samia go go to work , when u come back everything will be fine love you bye " she said pushing me out the door

"Wait wait " I said walking around her I have to say bye to my baby first"

I walked over to nami bent down to her level

"I'm going to be right back ok Baby girl? I love u ,now give me a hug and kiss and go have fun with your cousins" she hug and kissed my cheek

" I love u tooo auntie "

She ran up the steps

I stood up and walked over to cha

I kissed her cheek

"Okay now i will leave " she laughed and said "bye hoe"

"Bye BISH "

I walked out the house and got in my car and pulled off I got to a red light when I finally realized that august alsina was just in cha house like how did I miss that sexiness? Loll oh well I have to focus on getting this money

Song is - k.Michelle my life ((rebellious soul musical))

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