Chapter one
I walked into my choir room to see my crush. Since when was he in this class?. I sat down and waiter for class to start. My friend Jady looks over at me.
“Quinn,Tristen is looking at you” she whispers.
He couldn't be I thought. I so not his type.I have blue hair and a preppy goth chic look. He seemed to be into the more emotionally damaged cheerleaders.They just had a preppy style to them. Don't get me wrong I'm def emotional damaged just not like cheerleaders and popular people.There self damage.They destroy their self esteem causing a level of hate for everyone including themselves. Mine are more grieve wise…
“Why is he here”
“He supposed to be here to talk about something” Jady says with finger quotes.
“Ha I bet he here to tell us all he and his girlfriend are getting married” I say sarcastically
I would tell her to shove a stick up her as…..
The teacher Miss mary interrupts her as she calls me over.
“Quinn your brother past away a few hours ago.” she says grimace.
A wave of pain and grieve push me over.
“May I use a bathroom please” I say
“Yes but take Tristen to be your buddy”she says loud enough for him to hear her.
I start walking slowly making sure he follows me out.I stop in front of the girl bathroom anger swelling now.
“Are you gonna walk in.”He says with a smirk.
It was supposed to be nice but I couldn't take it.It pissed me off.
I swung around and hit his chest with my fists.He looked taken back but he didn't budge.The bitter taste of salt made me realize I was crying.I kept swinging until he pulled me into an embrace.By this time we we're in the girls bathroom.Why was he being nice to me? Then I realized with sheer shock,the reason he was in my class was because he found out about my brother.His best friend was dead. My brother was gone.I look up at him as he looks at me.I can see the longing in is eyes at the same time I see a flicker of passion.He grabbed a strand of my hair and tucks it behind my ear.Without realizing what he was doing he pulled me into him and kissed me.It was gentle at first but as secs seemed to go on it became passionate.He pushed me against the wall as he put his hand up my shirt.I was in such a dazes I didn't even know my hand was down his pants.He pulled away with shock and curiosity lingering.He grabbed his hair and hit the wall.
“Shit” He screamed
I couldn't move. My head couldn't stop spinning.
“What just happened”
He looked at me finally.He was my twins best friend.He was like a brother to me.He was that one brother who was a man whore but you loved him anyway.
“I'm so sorry,this won't happen again….he stuttered.
“Oh oh ok…”staggered back
“Let's just go..”he said.
As we walked out a loud speaker came on
Tristan crow and Quinn Jones to the office please.Shifting I headed towards the office and walked in.As I did I saw them.oh god why are they here.I gave the two people I hate the most a hug at least what I would consider a hug.
“Now,now honey that no way to hug your mother”.
Chapter two.
“Cheyanne what are you going here”i say with a touch of anger
“Its mom but I heard of the accident Quincy,Will you brother be alright.”
“For the last time it's Quinn and he is dead .”I say my fist tightening by my side
“Your brother shouldn't have even done that,it was very selfish.”
“NO MOM YOU ARE”I scream.
I felt tristan's arm rest on my shoulder I shrug it off and get closer to my mom
“He wouldn't have killed himself if you would have been a mom instead if letting your ex husband abuse him.”
“Honey I didn't Kno…..
“You didn't even listen when I told you want happen to me because you don't care about anyone but yourself.” I say with tears in my eyes
“Honey do you even know what he really did to you.”She looked at me as she says that.
“He raped me mom but you propose don't believe me do you.”
She looks at me and comes to hug me.
“Say it mom,say you believe me”I say trembling
“Honey he was a lot of awful things but he wouldn't rape yo….
A sudden noise made me realize what I just did.I just slapped her.I looked my hand as my mom and step dad look at me with shock.
“I think we should leave”Tristan says.
In a daze I let him pull me out of the office and I stumble out of the traze to find we're in his car.
“Where...where are we going.”i say
“I'm taking you home…”
Chapter three
