[Author note- this chapter is pretty long so get ready. They are going to be In high school of their Freshman year. Also hope you guys like it. Plz vote and comment if you want. Other than that enjoy!]
{Eddie's P.O.V}
I sat in class looking out the window as I rested my head on my hand. I sighed it started to rain, getting harder by the minute.
'Great...I have to ride my fucking bike in this bullshit weather. That's just fantastic!'
I said in my head as I started spacing out. "...ds" "E...d...s" "Eds!" "E-E-EDDIE!!" I flinched as Stan whispered my name aggressively. I looked over at him. "What?!" I whispered back in annoyance. "D-d-dude you were s-s-spacing out for like, th-thirteen mi-m-minutes. You okay?" He asked stuttering a bit as he looked at me kind of worried. I nodded. "Yeah. I'm fine. Just...thinking..." He looked at me with his eyebrows raised and a sly smirk on his face. "Oh? Of what?" I rolled my eyes and hit his arm with my cast. "Of how I have to ride my bike in this fucking bullshitty weather." I mumbled as the teacher looked at both of us. "Mr. Kaspbrak! Would you like to share your conversation with the class?" She asked. I slid down in my chair a bit. "No..." I mumbled. She walked a bit closer as everyone turned around in their seats to look at me. Some snickered including my bullies, Ben, Beverly, and him. I felt my face heat up a bit as they snickered at me. The teacher walked over to me. "I couldn't quit hear you." I balled my fists and looked down. "No!" I said louder as she nodded and walked away. "Good. Now, shall we continue the lesson?" The class groaned and turned back around.
After that hellish class, me, Stan, and Bill all headed to our lockers which were luckily all lined up perfectly in hight-difference. But at least they were right next to each other. I sighed as I banged my head against the locker. "I fucking hate my life. I fucking hate my life. I. Fucking. Hate. My. God damn. Life!" I slightly yelled as I punched the locker. I felt a stinging pain in my knuckles as they turned red and started bleeding. "God! I can't fucking do this shit anymore!!" I said in frustration as I slammed my locker door shut. Stan flinched slightly. "Dude, Chill out. If me and Stan can live through this hellish place than so can you." I looked up at Bill who looked at me. I sighed and tried to catch my breath. "Alright whatever. Let's just g-" I got cut off by the laughing of three kids right next to us.
'Shit...please not now! I don't want or need this right now...'
I said in my head. As I slowly turned around to see Bev, and Ben standing there laughing at me. Richie then pushed through them, leaned against my locker, and crossed his arms as he looked down at me with a slight smirk on his face. "Well well. If it isn't the little aimless sheep of the school. Eddie Kaspbrak." Richie said as I gripped my inhaler in my pocket, knowing that he was probably going to knock it out of my hand if I got it out. He glanced down at my hand in my pocket. "What's in there?" He asked as he got closer. "Not-" before I finished, he had me pinned against the my own locker making me winded from my own breath. I gasped for air helplessly as he held me by my shirt collar.
'Fuck it! I'm probably going to die but whatever! I don't even care any more if he knocks or out of my hand...'
I said in my head as I pulled out my inhaler only to get it knocked out of my hands. Bev and Ben stomped on it as they laughed a bit. I felt my eyes start to water with warm tears. "S...top. P...lease." I said struggling for air as o started to choke and cough. He looked at me as I saw a little bit of sympathy in his eyes.
'What's that look for?'
I asked myself again as I looked a bit confused. He let go of my shirt as I fell to the ground coughing, choking, and aimlessly gasping for air. He looked down at me as tears filled my eyes more and fell down my face feeling warm. I looked down as my body started shaking and feeling weaker by the second as I continued to choke and cough. He waved Bev and Ben off as he looked at Stan and Bill who were looking really protective of me. "Leave us." He said as Stan gripped his fists and walked off with Bill. He knelt down next to me, hesitating on weather or not to help me. He realized the my body was shaking as I felt myself wanting to throw up from all the gasping and coughing. "N...urse." I said through gasping as my body fell limp on the ground and my coughing and gasping was shallow. My body was still shaking as I felt him pick me up bridal style as he started to jog toward the nurse.
{Richie's P.O.V}
After Eddie Kaspbrak passed out, I picked him up and started to jog to the nurse like he asked. Once I got there, I handed him to the nurse. She placed him down on the nurses bed. She walked over to the cabinets and pulled out an inhaler. I looked over at Eddie and saw his breathing was a bit shallow. I started to tap my foot on the floor and crossed my arms.
'Fuck...he looks kinda cute when he's asleep...'
My eyes widened once I said that in my head. The nurse put the inhaler in his mouth and he took a breath from it. He then woke up and took a few more breaths from the inhaler.
'Shit! I should probably leave before he sees me.'
I said in my head as I turned and stared to walk away. I saw him glance at me before I fully turned. "Hey!" I heard him call after me as I walked out of the office.
'Shit shit shit!'
I started to panic a bit but turned a corner and head to the bathroom. My heart rate wasn't that steady as I leaned against the wall and put my face in my hands. "Hey dick bag!" I flinched and looked up to see Stanley Uris standing there in front of me with his hands clenched. "What'd you do to Ed's?" He asked with anger in his voice. "Nothing. I didn't do fucking anything to him. Once Bev and Ben left and slapped his inhaler out of his hand and broke it, Kaspbrak passed out and I took him to the nurse cause he asked me to." I said. Stan looked at me in disbelief. "I don't believe you."
"Well it's true." Another voice said behind us. I turned around and saw Eddie standing there perfectly fine know.
'He's so short and small and cute...I just wanna-NO! STOP THINKING ABOUT THAT!! YOU'RE NOT GAY TOIZER!!'
I said In my head again looking at Eddie and his cuteness.
'Could it really be that...I'm in love with Eddie Kaspbrak?! No. I can't be...that's...I can't...'
[To be continued in the next chapter! Will Richie accept his feelings for Eddie? Will Eddie and him finally expect each other? If you want to find out then keep reading this fanfic! Also keep in mind to vote and comment if you can!]
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