based off of the songs i am disappeared and nights become days by frank turner. if you decide to listen to them, please make sure you listen carefully to the lyrics and remember what you've heard earlier in each song. he's brilliant. he makes sad songs sound happy.
sometimes in life
it feels like the world
weighs ten thousand tons
.
and in those moments
of slipping and drowning
all i want is to run
.
because you see,
life is a battle
a struggle so hard
.
that i can taste the pain
that's as bitter as rum
from my local bar
.
mistakes are made constantly
and i yearn to disappear
yet i continue on
.
i continue to draw breath
and hope the darkness
is only a con
.
but sometimes i can
get so overwhelmed
and want to escape
.
so i go to the roof
of my shed
and i stop being fake
.
i write music and poetry,
illustrate everything in a form,
and feel the sunrise
.
i observe the air as i
taste the flowers and hear the
drawings without my disguise
.
the birds song smells sweet
as i let everything go
and draw breath under the shade
.
my mind pulls off and leaves an
imprint on the world as i keep
myself from being made
.
my life was once over
rehearsed and i was pulled
everywhere and nowhere
.
but now i improvise and let myself
live life on the stage with
my own flair
.
i once belonged to fear
and my grief was
all i focused on
.
but now i belong to hope
and my pure joy is what
i place my faith upon
