I am used to eating alone.
I can stay in a room alone.
I also go home all alone.
Unlike others that are always with somebody,
I. Am. Alone.
As if that was not enough,
At home, I am also alone.
Usually playing games alone.
In my problems, I face alone.
Even birthdays… I. Am. Alone.
Now, you might ask…
“Being alone, do you like it?”
No No! I was just used to it!
I do not like to be alone.
But alone doesn’t leave me alone.
I thought it’s just “shit happens” at first.
But now I found myself getting
Addicted to loneliness.
It’s like being with everybody
When I am with nobody.
Reasons for this, there are many.
I don’t want anyone to bother.
I have many things to ponder.
But most of the time, being with
Somebody, for me, is just a bother.
With this, you may think badly of me.
But this is what happens when you
Are used to being alone.
You become alone
Even if you don’t want to be alone.
I am at this point already.
But you can still change and be steady.
Never embrace loneliness,
Because you’ll realize
You’re hugging no one else.
