Tear it with your mind

I am taking you home bucky

 " you have a pen?" he said. I looked at him blankly.

"hey i'm talking to you". I was  stuck again in my mind. Daydreaming as  always.

" um yes" i nodded while looking  for  it  in my scrubs pocket. He took  it  without hesitation and  started  drafting quickly while analyzing the EKG.

I could not  help  but  stare  at  his phrenetic hands  while he  was  writing, his  soft  thin  fingers running through  the paper, brushing  against each other and  moving  along  with  his blond messy locks. The  actual cause of  my  daydreaming. His  locks. They looked  rough but  i was  ready to bet my  hand  that they  were soft, just like him.

He  looked  up at  me and  caught  me  staring  at  him " Don't  worry, it's  the  last patient, after  this one  we will go straight up sign  that  paper  and leave, my eyelids are  getting as  heavy as... 

-  Dwayne  Johnson's muscles ?,i chuckled
- Believe  it  or not, somehow  heavier " 

I internally  facepalmed myself. What  was i thinking by making dad jokes. I followed  him through  the  corridors  to check on the  last patient. Might  sound  cliché  but  his navy blue  scrubs  looked really  fine  on him. He  wasn't  that  toned : more like teddy bear shaped. You could  tell  he  had a  soft  skin you could   bite  into it  like a marshmallow.

We  went  to  the patient's room  and he  kept on asking him question for the  medical observation. I  was  just  standing  there  like  a puppet waiting  for him to finish and  as  soon as he  did, i politely  smiled  to  the patient  and  left  the  room, leading the pace. 

" End of the shift finally, he sighed  in relief
-  Do not  claim victory too quickly, you still  have  to make that observation for tomorrow
- It's  all done,  he  claimed full of  confidence, i just  needed few more  information for the anamnesis
- OH then excuse me mister bossy-pants, i teased him
- Well at least i'm not  a skiver  like you"  he  snapped  back 

I rolled  my eyes  while  shaking  my  head. He  teased me  again " keep on rolling your  eyes  maybe  you'll find  a brain back there
-  Keep on underestimating  me , that will be fun " i smirked.

We  headed  to the boss's  office  and slipped  our  signed  paper  under  the  door (  as  a  proof  of our  presence).
I was  kind  of  relieved  we  finished  the  shift, it's  been  day  since i haven't  get a  decent  sleep session, since our nights are inexistent  as medical students.
I grabbed  my bag and noticed that my  notebook wasn't  in my  bag. I panicked  started looking  for  it  madly 
 " are you looking  for  this ?" I turned to  my mate  who  was obviously talking to me . He  had my notebook  into his hands. AND HE WAS READING IT 
" ALEXIS GIVE IT BACK   OR   I WILL WRECK YOUR  ASS " i yelled full of anger, while  jumping  to  get  my  belonging  back. He  pushed my  head  with  one  hand  and  kept on reading my  book 

" oh my god  this is  so  cute you  write poems  " he mocked   me with a  girly voice
" So look who has  a  crush , miss i-am-as-cold-as-a-snowflake ,  who's  the  "A" circled  with  a heart?  Does  the  A  stand for Alexis  somehow ?"He  teased me  but  was obviously mocking. 

I stammered  while putting in back into my backpack " st-stop  seeing  yourself  as  the  center  of the  world, an-and  why would  it  be  you, id-idiot." I tried  to  hide  my  flushing  cheeks  while  wearing my  coat  on and  looking  away but  somehow  noticed the  embarrassing vibes.

"Erm so how are going  back to your place
- By foot, like  a good  soldier
- under  the  heavy rain ? at 6 am ? 
- Rectification : like  the winter  soldier" I gulped  when i looked  throught  the  window and actually  noticed the torrential rain. He shooked  his head  and  said
" I am taking you home,Bucky." 

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