Those 4 words

Chapter 1

It all started five years ago. That was when Rebekah lost her grandma. Rebekah loved her grandma more than anything in the world. They had so much in common. They shared the same birthday, same favorite color and so many more things. Before her grandma died, she was extremely happy. She was very bubbly and outgoing. Then her grandma died and her whole world came crashing down. She was no longer the happy, bubbly and outgoing Rebekah everyone knew. She became a different Rebekah this one was very depressed and suicidal. Rebekah didn't know this at the time but it was only going to get worse. Rebekah had argued with her grandma the night she died. She had gotten mad and said that she hated everyone in the house and that she hoped they all disappeared. Rebekah has really bad anger issues. Her dad was the same way. She didn't know if he was still like that or not now. He had walked out on her when she was three. From what she vaguely remembered and from what people had told her he was a piece of shit. Her grandma had taken the dad role in her life for a few years. Rebekah would always apologize after every fight or argument her and her grandma had whether it be a small argument or a big one. But this time Rebekah didn't. She came inside after her walk and laid on the couch. She later on went to bed. She woke up for school the next day it was Friday March 20th, 2015. She knew something was off but didn't know what. She opened her grandma's door to give her a hug and a kiss and tell her goodbye before she went to school but also to apologize for last night. But her grandma was asleep or so she thought. She closed the door and planned on apologizing when she got home from school. She gave her mom a hug and a kiss and told her goodbye and walked out the door. She walked to the bus stop and waited for her bus. Her bus finally gets to her and she gets on and goes to school. Rebekah had a weird vibe all day but couldn't figure out why. When it was time to go Rebekah got on her bus and went home. When the bus got to her house she noticed there were a lot of cars in her driveway and yard. She got off the bus and her mother had walked out the house and walked to the end of the sidewalk and waited for her. Rebekah walked up to her mother and noticed her mom had been crying. Rebekah didn't know this at the time but the conversation her and her mom were about to have would change her life forever and it wasn't the good kind of change either.