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Shree: So what's the plan?

Kish: Let's meet this weekend and then we will end everything?

Shree: Yeah sure, good idea to end everything. (Why end? So fast, it's not even started yet, we are so good to be together, may be this is right for everyone and for us, I cannot hold him for my sake.)

Kish: We will spend some quality time together in these 2 days and will share our last moments.

You wanted to visit Gandhinagar, right? And Barbeque too?

Shree: Barbeque is very costly; we can plan out for some other places.

Kish: I'll pay. (I want to see you happy at any cost, for me money is not important. I hope you stay happy even when I will not be there with you.)

Shree: Are you sure?

Kish: Yes, and we will spend our last 2 days together and I'll take you to all these places. (I wish you stay happy even after this weekend.)

Shree: Fine. (How can I be happy, if you will not be there with me? You are my happiness and a reason to laugh and enjoy the moment. I don't want Barbeque but you.)


February 4, 2017

The day came when we decided to end everything. But why this end? Was it required? I mean it's not even started yet, then what's the meaning of this end. Are we sure that we all will be happy after this end? I am not sure but Kish told me that everything will be fine after this end.

We never committed to each other, we never proposed to each other, so why we are planning to end everything?

We never loved each other, then why we are praying for each other's happiness?

I don't know the definition of love. Is it calculated in some measurements or it has some SI units that we taught in physics classes. Do we scale it on the parameters of jealousy, care, attraction, etc. or do we give some points to calculate how much we love someone?

I DON'T KNOW.

So did I loved Kish and this is the reason I am not able to let him go? I am not able to bear the pain, it is very painful and today I cannot even share my feelings with whom I used to shared everything.

The only thing I know that this is the last weekend we will be together. 

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