can he be mine

i want him but he wants her

I'm in love with him. He said he was in love with me. If your were in love with me then you would have fucking left and dated my friend 2 days later. You fucking asshole..... i told you everything but you didn't care. how dare you. i think maybe it's my fault. maybe i said or did something wrong. or maybe you never loved me... you started dating her and you were happy and then i was heartbroken. i felt as you grabbed me by my body and then it in the trash. and the worst part is you look at me, like really look at me. your flirting with your eyes and that's worse. I tried getting over you but something inside wants me to hurt, like it's my fault. to get over your dumbass i dated someone i didn't like to just get over you. while we were dating your girlfriend cheated on you. you were hurt, i was FUCKING THERE. we were talking about things. and you said something made me want to run to your house give myself to you. You said you liked me. AND THEN YOU FUCKING DATE HER AGAIN. Why did you want to hurt me again. my love for you consumes me entirely. My big question....: Did you actually love me or did you want to hurt me?