Dear crush,
Not only are you the one that I like; You're my best friend. And I couldn't ask for anyone better. When I'm with you the best of me is shown. You bring out a side of me that no one has seen before. You're the one person that has convinced me to open up and to learn to love again. Sure you drive me crazy sometimes, but in the best way possible. Unfortunately, there still is a wall between us. There's this barrier that keeps us apart. I'm not against it because I know you want it there. And I wish I could tell you how I feel. But I'm your best friend and I know that's all I'll ever be. But I'm still gonna pour my heart and soul into this. I wish I could tell you how much I love you and how much I want to call you mine. I want to tell you some of the crazy dreams that I've had with you in it. The way you look at me drives me crazy. It's so easy for me to get lost in those beautiful blue eyes. I love how free we act around each other. When you hold my hand, it sends fireworks through my body. The way you hold me close when we hug sends my heart racing at a thousand miles per hour. Just the way you look into my eyes makes it feel like everyone else in the room disappears. Your smile melts my heart. It's like the room gets so much brighter. And somehow a smile is painted onto my face. You exactly how to make my face go from a pale white to bright pink. I am starting to think you do it on purpose.
I imagine a perfect date for us would be at an amusement park. It's fun and crazy just like us. We both don't like anything fancy. I can imagine us playing the little carnival games, then you laughing at me after you win and I failed. I imagine you winning a teddy bear for me since you know I love them, and because I call you teddy bear. I picture you and I going crazy on rides. I know you love adrenalin and adventure. I imagine holding you soft warm hand as we run around the park. I see us riding rides all night long. I imagine you laughing at me as I scream and cover my eyes. After rides knowing us we'll "fight" over who pays for the food. I'll end up paying because I always do ha. After food, I see us just wandering around admiring the beautiful lights in the night. And of course saving best for last, the Farris wheel. I imagine us hand in hand admiring the beautiful view below us. And hopefully, our day of adventure goes amazing.
This is what I imagine for us. Even though I very much doubt it will ever happen.
Love,
-BeccaSeavey
