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So um, I got tagged? And I'm not sure who to tag. vanillaKookie00 since they've been really nice to me and I like that they're from a cool country!!!
Tagged by smolandfeisty

Never done this before, so I'm basing this all off of what Allie's looks like.

The person I like and why do I like them?
Ooh, tough one...I think I'm gonna have to go with my boyfriend honestly. He pisses me off the most but I love him to death.

A famous person I've been compared to and why?
Thelma from Scooby Do definitely counts as famous, fight me if you disagree. I've been compared to her because well, I look like a dork I guess. A cute one though, since Thelma is cute!!

5 things that irritate me about the same/opposite sex?
1. Feminist saying they want equality but trash talk men and want to be superior.
2. When boys don't include me in things just because I don't "look the part."
3. When girls take forever in public restrooms.
4. When people talk with food in their mouths.
5. When I get excluded from events because I'm not "gay," even though I've never been mean to someone of a different sexuality to me.

The best thing that has happened this week?
Technically last week, but Saturday I got to go to State bowling and see my niece and my boyfriend both bowl really well and the three of us went swimming, ate food, jumped on beds and played hide and seek in the hotels.

Weirdest thing I do alone?
Play Sims 4 and make my sims cheat a lot...

How I would spend a thousand bucks?
I recently just got injured and my bill was a thousand dollars and I don't have insurance on myself. So probably that.

Things I like and don't like about myself?
1. I really like my eyes. People have told me they're pretty and I like using their metaphors/words of describing my eyes as to describe eyes in my stories. I hate everything else about me.

My last night out in detail?
It was about a month ago and it was with my brother and his fiancé and we all got drunk and they got me to smoke weed for the first time. It was a lot of fun and I got a good family bond together with them.

Something that makes me sad when I think about it?
My siblings. Due to family issues, my step mother doesn't allow me to see them anymore and growing up, they're my best friends. I didn't realize how much they eased my anxiety. The things that annoyed me about them, have become the things I've missed. If I could go back and undo my differences with my stepmother, all of the things that annoyed me about my siblings, I would embrace though and probably never stop hugging them.

Something I've lied about?
Being nice

Would I rather be stranded on a island with someone I love for ten months or someone I hate for a month?
This really depends. Will I survive the ten months or will I starve? Does the person I hate have a bunch of survival tips/supplies to last a full month? When it comes to survival, I don't care if I love you or hate, I'm looking for SURVIVAL at this point.

Something I'm currently worrying about?
Definitely my hospital bill.

One person from tumblr I'd throw off of a cliff, one I'd marry and one I'd fuck?
Don't use tumblr so I guess I'll replace this with Marvel actors!
Toss off a cliff: Ryan Reynolds for hyping Deadpool when it was a garbage movie compared to the comics.
Marry: Used to be Chris Evans, but now it's definitely Tom Holland ❤️
Fuck: um...can we cuddly instead? Paul Rudd because wow, he really acted as a great dad and I love ant-man.

Something I do without realizing it?
I bop my leg when I'm anxious and bite the inside of my mouth until it's raw.

Lyrics that apply to my current mood/situation?
My friends, they wanna take me to the movies
I tell 'em to fuck off, I'm holding hands with my depression
And right when I think I've overcome it
Anxiety starts kicking in to teach that shit a lesson
Oh, I try my best just to be social
I make all these plans with friends and hope they call and cancel
Then I overthink about the things I'm missing
Now I'm wishing I was with 'em

A drunken story?
My dad dared me to zap myself using the fly zapper and yah, I did that. A blue spark came off my hand and my finger was a little black for awhile but nothing serious.

Something I regret?
Not being there to see my siblings grow up, being there for other people's family members.

A picture of myself?
I look garbage but okay

My longest relationship and who was it with?
My longest relationship is now, 3 years this April Fools! And it is with my boyfriend, now fiancé :)

Press ctrl v
Wait, is this supposed to be done on the computer??!

Part of my last conversation?

Five things I want to change?
1. My fucking weight.
2. My hair color
3. My spending issue.
4. Not seeing my siblings
5. My inability to play video games because I enjoy playing them, but it has to be played on 'inexperienced' but I know a lot about video games and it's upsetting to me.

My view on being wattpad famous?
Um. I have my book of poems that's got an award and it's very amazing to me that people have enjoyed my very own poems.

Someone I'd like to be for a day and why?
I would like to be myself but tweak a few things: normal levels of anxiety, prettier, more self control, average weight and motivation. I want to see what it's like to have healthy habits. And then change that once I'm me again.

Five things in touching distance?
Lunch tray
Boyfriend
Boyfriend's phone
Boyfriend's sweatshirt strings
Boyfriend's patience

Story of my first kiss?
So my very FIRST kiss was garbage and I didn't like it, like seriously felt disappointed. But my first kiss with my current boyfriend literally gave me butterflies and I was so in love. We were on my couch and we were tickling each other and he had never kissed anyone before and I remember I had him sorta pinned and I was really nervous but tried not to think about it and just kissed him. It was a really soft, sweet kiss and when I pulled away and looked at him, he smiling so shyly. Later he told me he thought about it the whole night and said he was eager to kiss me again!!