I woke up one morning to find you not there I searched the house hoping, wishing,praying to see your face when I turned each corner,but I did not find you.As I set in the corner crying.A few minutes had passed and then it came to me you had runaway .Was it because of me?What had I done?Why where you not there?When just the night before you said you would never leave me,I hated you.
Know a few years have past.I'm older now I have thought of that morning when you where not there so many times.I still can not come up with a reason why you left.The thing that gets me is you left on mothers day! You crushed our moms heart.Why would you do that,do you have no feelings at all.Did you care about me or anyone?You called me a few days ago and said you love me ( I don't think you do or you wouldn't of left).You said you missed me ( if you did then you would of called me and not have waited 2 1/2 years).Then you asked me if I would forgive you,I said yes.
After are talk over the phone, I got to thinking did I forgive you?I spent hours thinking about it and I did not.For some reason I still couldn't manage to even say I loved you.I hated to say i was related to you,but after writing all this I do forgive you.I can say I love you,but I still do not lke you.
I'm a first time writer kinda.Please comment .I need all the feed back I can get.Thank you.
