When the depresion kicks in

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A/n: I promise that all chapters won't be like this just the first couple just before all the good things happen.

                  January 25th 2016

                       Alex's PoV

   *One month after Christmas and I already feel like shit* I thought to myself lying on my bed taking a sip of my ice cold beer. All my emotions just taking over never giving me a break from this dark hell hold. I can all I saw was my dads eyes as he was kicking me out because I was old enough to get my own place. I finally decided I needed to let some air in and start the day, even though I really couldn't be bothered .      
        

       Walking to the balcony door opening it feeling the cold winters air hit my skin as i just stared out into the city of London looking at all the buildings trying not to think of anything. "I need a fuckin' coffee" I said to my self slowly making my way to the kitchen barely surviving in the flat I was in. I couldn't pay for anything, I needed help but I didn't know where to go. Nothing was
working out in my favour.
      

        As the kettle was boiling I went back to my room looking for some clothes to put on so I felt somewhat normal. Shoving a oversized pink hoodie over my head and some grey jeans as I could barely afford any clothes as I had £50 left in my bank as my shit job that I barely show up to pays me absolutely nothing. I was struggling, really struggling with paying rent Baring myself for when I got a letter saying "get the fuck out the flat as u can't afford it". Slowly sipping my coffee whilst sat on the balcony looking up to the dark grey sky. "Will..." I whined "I need will..."
and it was the truth I did need will but where the fuck is he.

  
A/n: sorry if there are any spelling errors

     

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