Dear, God,
Where have I been at?
Hmm, let's see
I've been doing me lately
Trying to find myself lately
It feels like I'm in combat
And who's the enemy?
Oh, shit, it's me
I need a second to breathe
My emotions are coming loose
I bite my lip as I tie this noose
I'm coming to talk to you, God
This is what I gotta do
How else am I supposed to get through to you?
I'm a sinner, I ain't no saint
I'm a man, and I claim my mistake
I made this monster, I am this thing
I crowned it with thorns, I made it king
I made this throne, don't tell me I didn't
Dear, God,
Where have you been at?
It's like it's just me down here
It's like you can't hear me
Hell, I don't think you care
So fuck it, it's not fair to me
It's not fair
I had to fight my demons alone
It's not fair
I had to climb these stairs alone
Who are you to say what's right?
I'm not the enemy anymore
Am I even your son anymore?
I deserve better than this dim light
I deserve more than your shadow
Now I want more from this life
Fuck your angels
I'm walking away now
So don't follow
Dear, God,
Where are we now?
I took this roll you planned for me
And I fucked it all away
I took this grace you handed me
And I fucked it all away
But, still, you took my noose
You made it loose and set me free
And when I broke my crown,
You put me back on my feet
It's so hard to believe, sometimes
That if I just open my eyes
I'll see the ground you set for me
Now, for once in my life
I don't feel so alone
For once in my life
I don't have to bear another storm
