LETTING GO

THE ONE AND ONLY

The hardest thing i ever had to do was say goodbye to my one and only to the one woman i wanted to spend my entire life with.

I didnt know how to talk to her i didnt know how to approach her i was always different and quiet and do to that i missed out on being with her because im telling you she tried so hard to get my attention to get me to be by her side but i was too blind to even notice her attemps!!

it wasnt until many years later that i realized she felt something for me but by then it was way too late because she was already with another guy how I could be so blind!! to not see that the day of my sisters graduation she was standing RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME BECAUSE SHE WANTED ME TOO COMPLIMENT HER!! and oh I DID!! but sadly i only though about it and left her waiting and now so many years later i though i could still fight for her to be with her but she has someone in her life.

someone shes already planning her life with she talks about marrying him and having his kids!! and im starting to realize its too late for me i need to let go already this is only bringing me pain unwanted pain.

I wish i could have spent my entire life by her side but i already had my chance and i blew it big time..