Waiting

How to Begin?

The start of this is always complicated. How does anything get started? There's always some complex set up required, for things to make sense, to not seem rushed. But this isn't a story, there's no beginning, middle, and end to be found here. Not a story, rather a collection of ideas, of the thoughts that grow and spew from my head. There's been quite a few on the subject of you for a while now, not quite since we met but close enough to it. Lately though they've been getting more, what shall we say, well I guess, suitable for here. 

But I'm getting ahead of myself. Or is it away from myself? Enough of the tangents. There's a reason this exists. I wanted to get every thought I came up with regarding you written down somewhere. What sort of thoughts though? Obviously I'm not going to write down every time that you spring to mind, nobody wants to read "Oh maybe I should check to see if you texted" three hundred times a day, nor do I want to write it. No, here is for the thoughts that I hope might one day turn to actions. The sort of actions that for now are impossible.

So where do we begin? Easy, fourteen lines up, below the title. 

Or maybe on the next page.