Distance(Lesbian)

Chapter 1

*TAYLOR*

As I lay there in my bed, staring out into the darkness, I thought about all of my past relationships. They've all mostly been with girls. Ive been cheated on too many times to count. My relationships made me loose hope on Love and Marriage. I've always thought I wasn't the loving type, just the type of girl, to hop into bed with someone, then walk away. No commitment, and no worries. But sometimes, I'd think about what it would be like to have more than that...

I'm 13, Bisexual, and far from being a virgin. I've always had a thing for being with people that were older, I could never stand immaturity. Laying in bed that night, made me feel so alone. I just wanted someone to talk to...

I picked up my IPhone, and logged into an app called Skout. It was supposed to be where "new people meet", but we all know that's never the case. It's just filled with a bunch of horny girls and guys, so I thought It might be a little fun. My age was listed as 14 on skout, What a big lie that was. No one wants to talk to a 13 year old, I figured. So I just exaggerated my age a little...

As I scrolled down the list of girls near me, I saw one that caught my eye. All of the other girls had clear pictures of there faces for their profile pictures, but this girl was different. You couldn't see her face, Just a blue buc ee's tshirt. I wanted to see more. I clicked her picture, and her profile popped up automatically. Her name was Ashton, 15, and didn't live to far from me. That still wasn't enough for me to know. So I went through her pictures. She only had two, but the second one..Left me wide eyed. It was only half of her face..But I thought she was so cute, with her glasses, and that half smile of hers. For some reason I just had to say something to her...I clicked the message Icon, and went to typing away. I typed, "Wow, your really Gorgeous." Crossed my fingers, and hit the send button. I hoped she would message me back soon. There's was just something different about her..She intrigued me....And I needed to know more.

*ASHTON*

I sat up in my bed, back against the headboard, crying softly. I was listening to a song called "Pour Me Out", By He Is We. This song had always made me cry. It brought me back to the thoughts of one of my past relationships, With a girl named Naomi. Naomi and I were together for 6 long months...And she shattered my heart. Broke it, is an understatement..

She was my first love and I would stop at nothing to be with her. But sadly, she didn't feel the same way about me. Instead of loving me, like I loved her, she played sick games with my emotions. I didn't want to believe that, that's what she was doing, but once she cheated, I had too. I took her back, but only to find out that I was just someone on the side for her. All that mattered to her, was fcking around with different people, But I still didn't have the strength to leave. So she left me..And it left me so beyond broken. I didn't know how to handle the pain, So I turned to cutting. That's how I began to cope. A couple of months after Naomi left me, and I still wasn't over her.

I couldn't handle these thoughts of Naomi anymore, so I got up to get my razor. Just as my feet hit the ground, my IPod lit up. It said I had a message from some girl named Taylor. I really wasn't in the mood for another Horny girl or guy asking to see me naked, So I just ignored it. But as I got closer to my razor, I figured why not? What harm could this Taylor girl do? I went back to my bed and picked up my ipod. I went to her profile. Wow. She had the cutest dimples and smile I had ever seen. Her hair was up in bun in almost every picture. I was never one for black girls, but this one...was just so cute. So I decided to reply. I went back to the message she sent me, and typed "Thanks Hun, you too." And hit the send button. I smiled a little at the thought of talking to this cute girl, but that wasn't enough to keep me from thinking about Naomi. I got up, got my razor, picked a spot on my arm, and cut. As I watched the blood, that was now leaving my body, I tilted my head back, and let out a loud sigh of relief. As I cleaned the cut up, I looked at it, and whispered, " I miss you Naomi...." And cried myself to sleep, hoping I wouldn't see her face in my dreams.

*TAYLOR*

I sat on top of my kitchen counter, eating a bowl of Cookies n' Cream Ice cream, home alone, and thinking about that Ashton girl from earlier. She was so damn cute, but was she ever gonna message me back? I put my bowl down, and stared at my IPhone, Lola. I frowned, then whispered "Message me back....." And surprisingly she did. My IPhone lit up, and I unlocked it. The Ashton girl had replied "Thanks hun, you too." For some reason that made me happy as hell. I did a small, goofy victory dance in my kitchen, then relied with hesitation. "Thank youu, I didnt mean to be so random, but I just had to tell you how gorgeous you are." She replied almost instantly, telling me it was okay, with a smiley face. And just like that, I decided I was gonna talk to this girl as long as possible.

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Hey, so this is my first chapter, of my first book! And I Hope you guys enjoyed! As I wrote the characters POV, I really got into Ashton's. Hehe, My girlfriend;) Second chapter coming soon! Be patient and keep reading for more!

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Tayy;)