"Well since you havent called me I though you could use a friend. So I called Rose and asked her for your address." Harry said smiling.

"But what about the tour?"

"The boys understood so they learned my parts in the song so they are gonna sing it."

I let out a soft smile.

"where are you going to be staying?"

""Enough of the questions love go take a shower." Harry said laughing.

I let out a chuckle I walk to the bathroom. Strange enough to say it Harry actually made me feel better.

After I was done talking a shower I put on clean clothes, flattened my hair, and I put make up on. I actually looked like the old Meretha.

"So what do you want to do?" I awkwardly asked Harry as I walked out of the bathroom but I freeze in my steps.

My tripod, video camera, and my lighting equiment all set out.

"Well your going to make a video for youtube. You havent posted in forever and you owe it to your subscribers." Harry smiled as he got behind the video camera.

"What song am I going to sing?" I ask confused.

"Just sing the one that you like." Harry smiled.

"Okay is this on Younow?" I asked

"Yup." Harry said popping the P. "Alright 3..2..1.."

"Hey guys its Meretha!" I smiled waving into the camera I cant show my fans I'm sad.. "So this YouNow was unplanned. Harry just wanted me to do one." I said laughing as Harry got in front of the camera and waved saying Hello in his british accent and then going back behind the camera.

"So I thought I would perform a song that I can relate to. Its by one of my famous band and I think I can really relate to it because of going through my break up with Luke but you know... Im angry but I still love him. But being angry isnt going to get me anywhere I still have to move on with my life and do my best to get through all the struggles like a regular human should." I shrugged my shoulders and smiled.

"But anyways here you guys go I hope you guys enjoy." I said smiling.

I played an instrumental karaoke off of my phone and set it down on the table next to me. As the music went I started to sing a knot formed in my throat.

The song was Amnesia... and I dont think I relate to it... I know.

Cuz I'm not fine..at all...

I chocked out the last line of the song as the tears still spilled down my face.

"I'm sorry I let you guys down... " I mumbled as Harry ended the video and ran to me pulling me into his arms.

"Meretha he doesnt deserve you what so ever." Harry said in a calm soothing voice. "You dont deserve to be treated like that at all. Your a beautiful person meretha.."

"No I'm not Harry ... I have love handles and I have scares." I sobbed.

"Meretha those are just little tiny flaws and you know what?" Harry asked softly putting the pad of his thumb under my chin to make me look into his emerald green eyes.

"What?" I asked sniffling.

"I find your flaws perfectly imperfect and I dont want you to change a bit. One thing I just want you to change is never cutting yourself or EVER causing harm to yourself. Can you promise me that Love?' Harry asked looking me dead in the eyes.

"I promise Harry." I smiled.

Harry then started to lean in slowly. I know what was going to happen but I didnt want to stop him.

Our lips finally came in contact with eachothers and he left a sweet little peck on my lips.

"Meretha I really do like you, a lot more than I should." (A/N OMG LITTLE THINGS JUST CAME ONE THE RADIO RIGHT NOW! hahah this fits the story so much right now lol sorry read on!!) "Meretha will you please be my girlfriend?" Harry let out a nervous smile.

"Harry... I don't think I'm ready for a relationship yet..." I mumbled putting my head down.

"Then will you go on one date with me thats all I'm asking?"

I looked into Harry's emerald eyes and smiled. Why not make him earn it. He needs to earn my trust and after Luke I want to make sure i never get hurt ever again.

"Well if you want that date you got work for." I smiled.

"Oh I will dont worry about that Love I'll make sure your left mind blown." Harry said winking  causing me to chuckle at how sure he was.

All of a sudden my eyes look at the camera that makes a noise and I see a little red dot appearing on the screen...

"Harry..." I said still looking at the  camera.

"Yes love?"

"You left the camera on!!" I shouted in embarrassment.

Shit, this is going to be everywhere!!

Harry ran to the side of the camera and turned it off and looked at me with a cheeky grin.

"Harry did you do that on purpose?" I asked letting out a little chuckled.

"Hehe.. oops."

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A/N

Alrighty so here is another update! I made a surprise one because I made a deal with BetterThanBatman that if she made a long update I would update and so yeah here it is. Also make sure you read her story called 2020 Roadtrip it is actually about a roadtrip rose, river, jaynise, and I are planning on taking all together but its just a little twist lol. But check it out!

ANYWAYS STAY SWAGGY!!

-MissSassyPants

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