How do I get over the pain?
How do I defeat the monster?
This unexplainable torture,
This unseen battle,
This demon tormenting me,
Tell me how do I win?
The scars,
The pain,
The marks on my body,
The me trapped inside,
The unheard screams,
Come on tell me,
How do I win?
I forgot how to smile,
And got tired of the act,
Do you wanna know the truth?
Can you even handle it,
Well here.
I'm a looser,
I lost,
I give up,
The monster took over,
It lives in me,
Reminding me of my faults.
Take a look at my arm,
The cuts,
They are healing,
But the urge to cut,
It's driving me nuts,
I have fought,
And,
I just lost.
The sadness in me,
Darkness is overcoming,
The last joy left,
The little hope lost,
I'm beyond salvation,
No one can save me.
This is my path,
Depression,
Anxiety,
Overthinking,
Isomnia,
I'm doomed.
Someone lend me a gun,
I'm tired.
Well done monsters,
You win.
Mara Pain.
Life is a series of pain.
