Have you ever had a dream that seems so real.So real that you wake up screaming crying or fighting off the monsters in your head that you thought were right in front of you. Have you ever been so deep into your thoughts you lose track of time and where your mind went . Have you ever had a day dream that makes you feel like your actually living it and then someone snaps you back out of your fantasy. I don't understand how the world works or how life is supposed to be . Everyone says we're all different and everyone has there destiny. What's destiny ? What's life? How are we supposed to live with trolls down out neck saying be creative unique your own person.... How are we going to be these things when every time we try to be our own person life pops you back into place like a dislocated shoulder . Dream is all you can do is what it seems like . It feels like You can only get so far . Why?
Well anyway at least we relate . I'm Ella . I'm only in 8th grade and know way to much for my age . Everyone's always saying "my life sucks " , " kill me now " . I don't understand people , there are some people who actually deal with really really hard stuff and then there's people the are so fake . There bubbly and bright then the next second they're dark and bleak . What's wrong with people , that's something I'll never know.....
