The Unforgotten

|• I Depend On You Part 2 •|

"I know i had one too the only reason i woke up was because Jack woke me up."I said letting a few tears fall

"Wait where are you? Are you at the boys house?" Megan asked.

"Yes I had to leave I just felt like I wasn't wanted there anymore."I said

"That explains why it was so much worse." Megan said quietly.

"Zach can you get me an advil please."I asked realizing how bad my headache got.

"Yeah sure." Zach said walking out of the room.

"Is..." Megan cuts herself off as if she was preparing herself to ask and then she continued, "Is Jack there?" Her voice was quieter than before but I still heard it.

"Yes do you want me to put it on speaker?"I asked her looking over to where he was now sitting

"Yeah if he wants to even talk to me..." Megan answered quietly so I just put it on speaker.

"Is it true?"Jack finally spoke up

"Is what true?"I asked hoping he wasn't talking about the dream

"I never told him." Megan said.

"Did he have the same nightmare?" Shae asked.

"Shae don't act dumb you know what I'm talking about and yes i had the same dream that's why i woke you up."Jack said getting annoyed

"Oh that no that wasn't true."I said looking down so he wouldn't see my face

"Shae don't lie."Jack said getting up from where he was sitting and walked over to me

"I'm not lying Jack!" I said standing up and trying to make my escape but Jack grabbed my wrist

I winced in pain as there was some fresh one's from the night before Jack pulled the sleeve up from the hoodie that i stole from Zach before we went to bed.

"Shae what's happening?" Megan asked from the phone.

"Your brother is what's happening!" I replied loudly so she could hear.

"Jack please don't say anything to Zach."I begged

"Why shouldn't i tell him? He's your brother."Jack asked me just as Zach walked in

"Because all he'll do is worry about me!" I replied.

"Worry about what?" Zach asked walking into the room again with my advil.I didn't realize till now that me and Jack are still really close and he was still holding my arm. I grabbed the phone got out of his grip and left the room.

"Megan how could you tell him?I trusted you."I said crying again as i locked the bathroom door behind me

"What are you talking about? I never told him." Megan said defending herself.

"Yes you did you were the only one who knew and now he does coincidence i don't think so."I said crying even harder.

"Shae I promised you that I would never tell anyone about it and I'm still keeping that promise." Megan told me.

"Are you forgetting i was there when you told him."I said almost ready to just hang up

"What? What are you talking about? You and Jack were the ones acting strange." Megan said.

"Yeah sure blame it on us you know what goodnight Megan."I said hanging up the phone and just sat there crying.

Suddenly I heard the click of the door unlocking and next thing I knew Jack was walking in but he didn't say a word he just sat down next to me.

"Hey it's okay i didn't tell him but you do need to."Jack said as he pulled me into a hug i couldn't even talk i just shook my head.

"Is there anywhere else you have them?"Jack asked as he looked down at me

I stood up grabbed a cloth and wiped away the makeup that covered my other scars.

"That's it just my wrist and my thigh will actually there is two little ones right here."I said pointing to my ankle.

"How about you try to sleep some more?" Jack asked but I instantly shook my head knowing more nightmares would come if I went back to sleep.

"Okay then why don't we just relax and watch a movie?" Jack suggests

"Yeah there's a Netflix series I'm hooked on."I said making myself laugh more then him

"Your brothers right you really should smile more."Jack said making me blush

"Shut up."I said playfully punching him

"Feel free to talk if you feel like you're in too deep."Jack joked.

"Thanks for the invitation but i choose to talk to Zach."I joked back

"Wow you really are a limelight."Jack said as we walked downstairs

"Well yeah why else would I sign up for that contest and go to two concerts with in two days f each other ." I said in a duh tone.

"I don't know because we're hot?" Jack joked making me roll my eyes.

"Yeah sure you are." I replied sarcastically running ahead of him while laughing.

"Do you know where Zach is?" I asked when I saw Daniel.

"Yeah he's outside." Daniel told me and I nodded before rushing off to the backyard and when I walked out I instantly spotted his dark figure on one of the rocks so I walked over to him slowly but he didn't seem to notice me when I got close so I walked around the rock to face him and that's when I saw the tears rolling down his face.

"Zach what's wrong?" I asked worried, he looked up at me his eyes glistening with tears underneath the stars.

"I just don't like to see you hurt..." Zach told me quietly.

"Zach..." I said kneeling so we are face to face.

"I know it's dumb but your my sister and after I lost you I just I promised myself that if I ever found you I would make sure you wouldn't get hurt ever again but I broke that promise Shae..." Zach told me.

"Zach it's not your fault." I told him.

"What were you and Jack talking about?" Zach asked changing the subject.

"Nothing important..." I lied looking down at my bare feet.

"Shae dont lie to me." Zach said and looked down clearly seeing my scars so he looked at me so we are now making eye contact and with tears in his eyes again he asked, "Shae do you self harm?" I didn't answer I just looked down again but that was answer enough for him.

"Shae why didn't you tell me? No why didn't I notice, I should've noticed I'm so sorry." Zach said.

"It's not your fault Zach..." I told him.

"But it is! I shouldn't have walked away from you after I saved you from the fire, if I stayed none of this would've happened." Zach told me.

"Exactly Zach. None of this would've happened you wouldn't have met the band and I wouldn't have met Megan. We wouldn't be who we are today." I told him.

"But I could've been there to protect you but I wasn't, I didn't get to protect you from the dark or the monsters in the closet, I didn't get to be your big brother." Zach said.

"Keyword there is Didn't Zach yeah you're right you weren't there but you are now and you can be my big brother now. Zach I love you I always have and always will and you are my big brother now and so is the band without you leaving I wouldn't have 5 big brothers and a sister who I really messed up with but i still love all of you wouldnt change any of that for the world Zach so no you didn't do anything wrong you did everything right ."I said with tears now falling down my face again I was brought into a tight hug and soon i felt 4 other people join our hug.

"We love you too sis!" The boys all said in unison.

"I take it you guys heard all of that."I said from the middle of the group not sure if it was even audible.

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