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I will BEGIN to regret all the things that keep me AWAKE at night,
It's all my fault.
I feel nothing but hate towards myself when I see your headstone, only a single flower resting beside it.
ARE YOU HAPPY NOW on this SPRING DAY?
I hide the fact that I LIKE IT when you smile because I know that it is too late.
I know that when the BOY MEETS EVIL, everyone will be in DANGER.
And that WE ARE BULLETPROOF only when the RAIN falls as we can see the KILLER through the waters REFLECTION.
I haven't got over my FIRST LOVE, I had you for JUST ONE DAY, and then I LOST you.
WHERE DID YOU COME FROM?
I'm no longer DOPE like in SECOND GRADE, I've had to deal with a WAR OF HORMONES.
FOR YOU, I am WISHING ON A STAR, hoping you don't blame me like I blame myself.
But THE STARS say NO to my wishes, as they know the truth.
AM I WRONG to feel the STIGMA I feel?
Where the BOY IN LUV lays to sleep with NO MORE DREAMS, AUTUMN LEAVES fall.
LOOK HERE and LET ME KNOW, WHAT AM I TO YOU?
Please WAKE UP, for my WINGS no longer represent those of a butterfly, they are dying, dragging me back down to earth.
I NEED U to help me ignore the LIE that makes me believe our LOVE IS NOT OVER.
I know that I was a BORN SINGER, but can I jump high enough so my voice can reach heaven?
I want you to hear me.
I can't run away from the FIRE in my stomach, so please HOLD ME TIGHT.
You're not here anymore, but I see you in my dreams.
Do you eat from the SILVER SPOON, the same one your MAMA used to feed you with as a child, and drink your morning COFFEE remembering the good time we had together?
In the end, NEVER MIND... I begin HOPING FOR BETTER DAYS.
So, even IF I RULED THE WORLD tomorrow, no one would be able to SAVE ME since I live in this HOUSE OF CARDS while you wait for me while everyone stays YOUNG FOREVER.

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 01, 2019 ⏰

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