Why do i feel like i'm losing her like the once before her?
Why do i feel like she's slipping away from my hands
And I literally can't do anything
Or am i just overthinking shit again?
Am i?
I don't know life seems so weird lately like nothing going right and my head is exploding
Should i stop this shit by just leaving everything
And just try to see the after life ?
Is there even an after life ?
Or is it fake like the
other good happy endings?
You know I used to believe in happy endings until life showed me else
Life taught me endings means something shitty and terrible
Life taught me endings is the opposite of beginnings
Every thing starts soft and sweet
Then explode into something idk something else something definitely not sweet or soft
Ah i just don't know ..
