A lonely night

city view

The sound of old metal door been opened echo through the now cold rooftop . Myung jun doesn't really like being at the cold rooftop in the middle of the night but yet again it was the only place he could find comfort .

No one at sight just him and the moon. He walk to the balcony and leaned on it , watching the stars . Letting out a heavy sigh and let out all the burden on his shoulders fall .

Some might say it actually crazy going up to the chilly rooftop to find comfort but he don't mind at all. The chilly rooftop actually make him want to go there.

Cause there's no one crazy enough to go there . Not anyone he's know that as crazy as him .

He walk to a metal barrel that is full of firewood and light it up wishing to find some heat over it . He should have wear another layer of jacket as today was cold than the other.

Sitting down on the floor and drag a blanket that he hide between abandons boxes . Pulling out a book he yet finish and open it . Readying himself for another sleepless night.

A sneeze erupted the silence as myung jun trying to read . It was indeed cold but the idea of getting down and go back to the reality send shiver more than the coldness did .

The only chance he have to felt calm is now and won't let it go just because it's chilly . He put the book down on the rough cement floor and stand up . Holding the blanket even closer as the wind become stronger.

He walk to the balcony and look around. The city lights was still there but not as bright as before but the sky is what he loves at this moment .

He look up and smile at the city below him that slowly turn quite.  Time passing by weirdly for him.

Sometime time pass so fast that he doesn't even realise how many days has it been,  especially when he is busy. Before he even know it so many occasion has happend and he just feel like a bystander.

Watching the event rather than experience it. But there's also time where a second feel like an hour . things move at a slow pace , it's like a chance for him to take a breath .

"still up here? " a hoarse voice intrude his thought. Myungjun doesn't have to turn around to know who the owner of the said voice.

Theres only one person who would dare to come up here at night just to find him. " where as I could be? " he retord back .

The shuffling sound of footsteps coming closer to him and the warmth of Jinjin beside him greet him.

" I don't know.  Somewhere warm and doesn't make me feel like I'm on the verge of dying because of cold " he replied back.

Myungjun could see Jinjin ears has turn red and his nose become a Rudolph nose.  "just go back inside then.  I like it here"

Jinjin eyed him back and sigh at the helpless boy.  He know myungjun like to go up here.  Especially when he has something in mind and he won't go back down until he followed his desire.

"it's been an hour or so.  You gonna die up here" Jinjin grab myungjun by the shoulder to make them look at each other.  Taking away the sight of the city from both of them .

Myungjun eye saddens. His mind still jumbled up with everything . He doesn't want to go down.

" not everything need to be solved right away " he took myungjun hand and slowly escort him to the door.

"let's warm you up a little at least " he peck myungjun cheek a little. Cupping his cheek  Jinjin rub his thumb with care.  It's so cold compare to the warmth of his hand.

They both walk down to the comfort of the warm apartment for a lovely cuddling session.