I always used to be a shy girl, but when I started studying at highschool, everything has changed.
I decided to change myself a few weeks before the begging of the school year. Now I know I was such a nerd at primary school. I learned even when we didn't write tests, I spent my freetime by reading and I'm used to going straight home after school. That's probably why I didn't have any friends. When I was crying because of it for the last time, I realised that I was totally alone and I wanted to make some friends. I changed my closet, I was watching serials insted of reading and I tried to make me up for the first time.
Since the first day at my new school l, I have become a new person. I found a boyfriend, I made a lot of friends. I finally felt so happy. Later, I realised, that to have a lot of friends isn't anything. I get between some wrong people and it ruined my life. I started using drugs and alcohol. After months, when I was freaking out because of abstention, i decided to take my life. Sometimes it's better to have only one true friend than a few friends who'll destroy us.
Does it make a sense? Maybe yes, maybe not. Who cares.
