I am stuck in a labyrinth, a labyrinth of darkness. A huge maze of suicidal thoughts and empty feelings. Bruises and scars lay prettily on my place, porcelain skin. The only indication of the battle going on inside my head.
But this labyrinth. This labyrinth of pain. I don't know how to escape, how to get to the end. If this darkness could just be over, that is all I ever wish for anymore. When will I ever escape this labyrinth? Will it be when death arrives at my front door? Cold and looming. Will it be when someone rescues me from it? A beautiful woman perhaps, with bobbed brows waves. I don't think this labyrinth will ever end. It seems as though it is endless, forever lasting. Even after death I feel as though I will be stuck in this maze that is my mind. Please help me escape.
It is frivolous work, trying to end this suffering, my own pain, caused by my own brain, my own thoughts. No matter what I do, it all seems pointless. It seems inevitable that I will eventually lose to this labyrinth. Doesn't everyone lose to it eventually? If only there was some way to speed up the process, some way to get it all over and done with. But I guess that defeats the purpose, doesn't it? The purpose is to suffer,for as harshly and as long as possible, if you find a way to cheat the system and make this all over and done in a minute amount of time, then well done to you, the system, this labyrinth needs to be fixed.
Guys this is not a cry for help or anything. I just get random thoughts sometimes, and this was one of them. Just thought I should share, even though no one will probably read this. If you do, read this that is, then message me. I'm always up for new friends.
