Jonathan Brandis imagine

our night out in the town

y/N POV

We were walking to his car when he grabbed your hand."ma lady"*he held the car door open
*~you laugh~

*Time jump*

You are on the subway where there was a rough stop and you bumped into him and looked deep into his eyes as you almost kissed him but you backed away.

Jonathan's POV

Y/n comes with in inches of your face . Your heart was racing. You were gonna kiss her. But got cold feet. You wanted our first kiss to be special. If you were gonna kiss her tonight it would be in private.wherwe it could be more... Valuable

~time jump~

Y/n

We we're walking through a small Ally way when I almost trip over a rock but felt warm loving hands catch you by your waist. You look up at Jonathan and he says "wanna go to my house?" ."uhh sure" I say trying to sound calm.

~ in Jonathan's drive way ~

We we're in the car sitting in awkward silence when he turns to me and says "well we're here". He Esquires me inside and I sit on the couch. He told me to look around so I went to go find he room. I finale find his room. When I walk inside I sit on his bed and fling me legs in the bed and turn my body. I was laying down looking up when he yells for me. I told him that was in his room. He walks in and I look up at him . He brought me a glass of water. We talked and laughed. But I got cold I was holding my arms and rubbing them. He asked "are you cold"? "Uhh yeah" I said. He looks down at his arms and said "I'll go get you a blanket". I said "what no jacket" just playing around. He looks down and starts to tear up. I get up and walk over to him. I hug him and as he slowly puts his head into my neck and raps his arms around me. He gives such good hugs. It felt so natural.

Jonathan's POV

I didnt want her to know that I self harm. I feel like she wouldn't look at me the same way. But I felt pathetic for crying in frount of her. He pushes my shoulder back and lifts up my head. "What's wrong?" I take off my jacket and she sees my cuts. She looks up and starts to cry and hugs me harder. I rap my cut arms around her. I say "I'm sorry".  She pushes her self off of me and I feel her lips against mine.

Y/n POV

I kissed him. It took a second but he finale kissed me back. He puts his hand on my face and walks me backwards on to the bed. The kiss got more intense and he layed me on his bed as he kissed my neck. He slowly moves his hands down my body. First in my hair then on my neck then on my stomach then next my theighs. He kissed my collarbone leaving hickies. I moved my hands slowly though his soft brown hair.

Jonathan's POV

she was so beautiful. I pulled my head up and she looked into my eyes. She put her hands on my face and pulled her self up to me lips , as a finale small kiss. She sat her self up. I looked at her and said "woah". He smiled and looked down. She grabbed my arm and kissed my wrist. I kissed her forehead. She hugged me and said I'm sorry for what ever reason you did this. She pulled me on to the bed and layed her head on my chest and fell asleep as I played with her hair.