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Dejavu

Have you ever experienced dejavu .The strangest feeling  that you've been in the same space or time before doing the exact same activity. In the exact same setting as the past? Well my life kinda is something like that. My name is Amelia and i have a chronic case of dejavu. I mean that is the only way i know how to explain it, only what is see aren't my experiences . They feel like prolonged dejavu. Sometimes for 20-30 minutes i am someone else. Some people think i'm possessed. others just think i'm psychotic and for a while i believed this but then things started getting weirder and weirder . Maybe if we had a flashback it'll make more sense i hope you're ready for this by the way. i sure wasn't 

SEPTEMBER 4th 2016

" Happy birthdayyyyyy" Ughhhh today is 16th birthday. You think i'd be a little bit more excited but my mom is really annoying with this type of stuff . As she walks in my room with a candle lit chocolate cake and just about everyone who lives in this house i dread the inspirational birthday speech shes about to make everyone give. But hey i love her so ill pretend its the best day ever just to make her happy.

" Yayyyyy" I tried my hardest not to seem down but a lot has been happening. First of all acne is happening my first day of high school and my first day of college classes are next week . Yes i said college classes i'm a very progressive senior I guess you can say. With no friends its easier to do things like that and be successful.

" Well good morning my sweet baby we know you're tired from studying so hard so we won't say our speeches until later tonight .. At yourrrrr-" Please don't say it please don't say it 

" Birthday partyyyyyyyyy " Suddenly my mom dad and three other siblings start doing these silly celebratory dances trying to make me smile and laugh. I eventually gave in . I mean what can i say seeing my mom try to twerk is kinda hilarious. 

 "Thanks you guys ill be out in a minute " I smile as i shoo them out of my room . 

Each year my birthday comes i get a little sad. I always wished i could go back in time to see my real parents faces. Though i'm grateful for a roof over my head and a bountiful family i cant help but need that connection i'm missing from my adoptive parents. My moms name is Denise shes a nurse , She says it was her choice to adopt me. My dads name is Jamie he is a car salesman, i know pretty basic right. But its safe which is what my life wasn't before they found me. I stood out from all the rest of the girls at the adoption agency. They adopted me when i was 4. My dad says what mainly drew them to me was my singing. I wasn't really much of a talker back then i would just sing everything. But after living with them for so many years I've been feeling like there's something missing.

As i get up to go to the shower i cant help but feel a little excited to eat the birthday breakfast that i can smell from my room so i dash to the shower. As soon as i step in i feel a little tingling behind my right ear. i rubbed it and ignored it. it'll probably go away. so i continue to shower. Its kinda weird i've been having feelings like that for a couple of days now. Suddenly that tingling feeling... Is getting stronger and stronger. 

 I begin to scream as all i can feel is the tingling turn into excruciating pain . Sitting down in my tub naked and wet and cold the pain began to feel too unbearable. Then i just went blank. 

Denise's P.O.V

" Im so excited to throw this party for Amelia shes been so down lately i wonder whats going on with her." making her a plate of all her favorite breakfast food is really making me chatty

" Well mom you know she starts school very soon so you cant expect her to be jolly, we aren't either" arianna my youngest little munchkin said as she pigs out on her breakfast. Shes the glue that keeps us together even when were all freaking out.

" Well maybeee shes upset that shes a senior with noo friends." And thats Allen the very outspoken munchkin that always says everything on his mind . He's the realist of our little family

" I dont think anything is wrong she's just probably annoyed with all the theatrics. Come on ma you know she hate's this sh#t" My third munchkin Dane is the bad boy of the family he likes to rebel a lot don't know why but we all love him none the less.

" Young man who do you think you're talking to like that ? I should slap you but you're so lucky its a sunday. And go mow the damn lawn like i said, its a freaking jungle out there" Oh and how could i forget my hunk of a man Jamie yes that's my boo he knows how to stick it to em i'm the good cop if you couldn't tell. As i finished setting up a plate for the birthday girl i take a look at the time and a thought came to me.

" guess what guys did you know amelia was born exactly at this time ? isn't that so co---" Suddenly i hear amelia screech horrifyingly all i could do is think the worst possible thing ever. As i rush into her bedroom and straight to her bathroom i find her naked on the bathtub floor. No sign of blood so that means whatever made her scream is probably internal.

" Somebody call the ambulance shes passed.... out boys.... don't come in here. ariana get me a towel! And hurry"  I turned off the shower checked her pulse and was so relieved. So i sat her up and then dried her off . i ran to find some clothes and left her with arianna for a second. 

"Mommmm" arianna called worried from the bathroom

" Yes baby whats happening in there !"

" Her eyes are open and shes staring at me im scared" I froze in a confused state suddenly i ran to the bathroom and she literally was exactly how arianna described but i couldn't leave her naked in this state so i dressed her finally and the ambulance came in the nick of time.

Amelia

These are one of the moments in my life that i wished i would've taken up a bible and prayed. I don't know whats happening to me right now but if there is a God he needs to show himself. Suddenly i'm in the park sitting next to this blonde girl and shes going on and on about some cheer squad. meanwhile i'm trying to figure out why am i here?

" Babe really? don't be a jerk while i'm talking about my feelings " Did i just say that out loud?

" Yes yes you did Derek and now you're starting to piss me off" I said that too?

" I am leaving Derek your acting weird call me when you feel a little better because i can't with you right now" the Blondie gets up but now i have so many questions. 

" Wait wait wait this is so weird. Who are you ?" She looks pretty pissed its give or take if ill ever find anything out.

" Well i was your girlfriend but now i don't know about that because you're getting on my nerves." She flips her hair most of it doesn't look like hers but i digress.

" No what is your nameeee" I say in annoyance, In the real world you would've never caught me dead with girls like this so its kind of hard to keep my composure right now. I need to find out why i'm here.

" I'm Stacy Daniels, And you're a jerk " Suddenly her hand raised as if in slow motion and i blacked out again . Ughhh now how am i supposed to find out what happened to me!?