letting it out

Goodbye

I say I'm fine but I am screaming inside I'm fighting off the demons I've been trying to hide.
The impulse to cut is a constant War when I can no longer pretend anymore.
You all think I'm fine from the smile I give but the truth is I no longer want to live.
No need to feel guilty it's not your fault that I want in my life to come to a halt.
I just don't understand who I am and now quite frankly I don't give a damn.
Don't you cry because this is a goodbye for I will watch over you from my place in the sky.