Life's rough but I try
Stay up at night and I cry
My life is a lie
A clown persona I use to hide
my real self deep inside
the stress is killing me
Can't wait until I die
It's cold and dark
I'm alone and falling apart
I'm loosing my mind and killing my heart
These lonely winter nights hurt
To others I'm a fool and a flirt
Wearing bummy shorts and shirts
These winter nights
My inner demons I try to fight
Further and Further I Drift from the light
Trying to stay sane with all my might
I can't deal with this pain
I'm alone
I'm cold
I'm young but my body's old
I'm just starting life and I'm almost out of time
Winter nights
cold
alone
dead phone
sore bones
internal pain
groan and moan
my house but not my home
my head against a chrome
*Click Click*
I'm gone-
~Mason
