The attacks.The room closing in on me.I feel like I'm trapped.And I like to be free,always.My parents died when I was little,now I roam by myself.Its 7:00pm and I'm walking to panorama high school,4th month of 3rd year of high school.Many kids don't like school,but I do like it,I'm very lonely in my home,I need company.
I finally get to school and I go inside I see Kevin with his little group,Josh,Nate,nataly,peter.Kevin and nataly are 'dating' but i see nataly like ALWAYS like kissing josh,so I don't know.
Kevin stares at me as I walk by,that stare is the same one he uses on me.He's been staring at me a lot lately and it started last week,I wonder why.
I kinda have no friends at school but I joined the track team,and the girls love me there,I'm the fastest runner.I also joined cheer which is fun the girls live me there too.
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I'm in 6th period and nobody's next to me,the way I like it.That's when Kevin comes dashing through the door,and he sits next to me,of course.My vibe fades,ugh I hate partners.He smiles at me and I role my eyes and his smile fades and that makes me smile.He rolls his eyes and he leaves to sit somewhere else.
A lot if the girls love him,LOVE him,and I'm not joking.They love his looks his hair,I dont get it,I really don't.
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It's cheer practice and today we have to practice in front of the boys and Kevin is there,sooo.Just as I'm walking when I collapse,not faint,collapse onto my knees.I start to cry because a week ago the doctor said:''You are going to be paralyzed from the waist down in a 1 year,so enjoy it''
I try to stand up but j can't,its a side affect from some drugs the doctor gave me.
I'm just crying on my knees for about 10 minutes then I hear footsteps coming closer and closer.I quickly wipe away the tears and just sit there looking at the ground.That's when hand lifts up my chin and it's Kevin.He looks at my tear stained face and he locks eyes with me.
That's when his lip touch mine.
