The People That Don't Belong

the begging

Hi i'm Jessie Hodgin and this is my story. So lets go to the begging when i was about 5 or 6 I made my first friends and there names were grace and Becca we were best friends tell about 3th or 4th grade Becca became popular and just left me and grace in the dust that is when i started to feel like i was different and that i did not belong at all like i should be some where else like a different world and that i should just leave, but then i meet this one person that has changed my life but were not there yet, but we will get there soon so in middle school i developed depression and i felt like i should just leave this world and i was also told these thing but i was told it would just go away and that i should just die and that i was nothing and that was all i would ever be in life, but i thought of all the people in my life that would be sad that i had died and that i died like that so i just kept going and just piling all my felling one on tope of another i told no one for a long time then i just could not do it any more like if i did i was just going to explode so i would go into my room and just cry for hours tell my mom would call me for food the i would stop and act as if nothing had happened i would lie about how my day was i would just acted like nothing was happing i was just a happy kid i was "normal" i was just a kid but then i hit 7th grade and i got my first boyfriend and he was an a** he was just not the best but we broke up 1 almost 2 years because he moved to DC then when the end of 8th grad came around this boy named Connor he was the best thing that happened to me but he did not want to date so that was over tell we hit the second quarter of high school i made him tell me if he liked me and he said yes that was September 28th of 2018 the day i became happy again and that was the most precious day of my life and that leads to today July 9th of 2019 we are still together and we are as happy as ever but i still have my days where i get sad and have those flash backs but still i can get through it with him

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