You are such a bitch! No man will ever love you even if you go back on tour with your half naked ass on stage it won't make any man love you.
Get it into your thick head Janet. YOU ARE A MOTHER NOW STOP BEING A BITCH.
You are going to listen to me as my wife you will do as I say and I am telling you that you will no longer be perfoming this career that you had has come to a stop now focus on being a mother to our son.
"Jan? Janet I've been calling you for over five minutes now what's wrong?" I wiped the tear falling on my cheek as I turned to look at Gil who was standing infront of me. "I'm sorry I just got lost in my thoughts but what were you saying?" I gave him my full attention as he sat down.
"You thinking about your baby daddy again? You know everyday I regret introducing him to you." I chuckled taking his hand into mine. "But then I wouldn't have my Eisses." We both smiled looking over at the baby monitor on the table.
My baby was now six months and growing very healthy the apple of my eye. When he was born I finally had that missing piece that I was always longing for and just holding him in my hands and hearing his cries for the first time my heart was full.
But then his father that man put me through hell and back and I actually loved him but he made it clear that he just didn't love me especially with the way he treated me when I was pregnant he called me all sorts of names in the book. He was just too controlling and wanted everything to be done his own way or it wouldn't happen at all.
My family has been my support system as I've been going through the divorce and fighting for custody of my son it has been a tough journey and I know it is about to get even tougher.
"There you go again getting lost in your thoughts Booty snap out of it please. Now I came all the way here to see you not watch you wander of to space." He swatted my hand getting up to pour himself a glass of wine.
"Uh don't I get a glass of wine too?" I asked and he shook his head no. "No you still breastfeeding so you can go get you some water" I pouted sitting back on the couch with my legs under me.
"That's not fair but anyways are you ready for us to get back on tour?" He got up twerking then sat back down. "I been ready. Question is are you ready to go back in the dating game? We both know you can never go that long without some dick." He sipped his wine as if he didn't just say that.
"Lies! I can go that long okay I haven't had any since I found out I was pregnant with Eissa and I'm okay." He burst out in laughter almost choking on his wine. "Ohh that is way too long for you honey you need to get laid before we start tour rehearsals cause Lord knows them poor kids are gonna get it from you your frustrations and all."
