Elaine~
Thursday, January 3, 2019
(Thur. 1/3/19)
I feel so... conflicted. This platform has provided me with such a priceless gift. A new perspective. I have learned to see the world in a new light. A better one. It has helped me start so many incredible friendships.
But it has also fed my biggest lie.
That lie being my writing "career".
I've always loved books and literature as a whole, and I still do, but I've been kidding myself by writing these "books" that will never be complete. Frankly, writing serious pieces doesn't entertain me anyways. It's more of a burden than an enjoyment, but for some reason I always believed it was my "calling". I seriously don't know why. I think I was so desperate to be good at something and impress people that my mind subconsciously decided that writing was the way to do it. It's all a lie though.
Which is why I'm going to be leaving Wattpad.
I don't know how else to word it or what else to say, so I'll wrap this up quickly.
Thank you to everyone who ever supported me, messaged me, or read my works. The good Wattpad gave me certainly outweighs the bad, and everything I've ever written came from my heart, but I really never enjoyed it. It was always a very unnecessary job that was self-imposed.
Anyways, I don't feel like doing any more writing than what's necessary.
This is my final goodbye.
So...
Goodbye.
