Sope one shots

After broadcast

They ended broadcasting, it was nice to go through memories once again but feeling, that time runs so fast made Yoongi little sad. He made such a big progress with his skills, everyone did, even dance wasn't as hard as it was at the begining. Probably it became less exhausting since Hoseok has taught individualy Yoongi some of the hardest parts. He really liked those lessons and spending time with Hobi.
Yoongi was standing in front of old pictures taken by Jungkook and looked like he wasn't here anymore. Hoseok liked this moments when Suga was absent, but his body was still there. It gave a chance for Hoseok to just stay near and appriciate this view. But today he couldn't stand that. Yoongi looked so cute and everyone went to the buffet, so they stayed alone. Without hesistitation he walked to Yoongi from behind and huged him and laid head on his showder. He was expecting that Suga would punch him or at least just tell him to go away, but he didn't. He just put his hands on Hobi's and was still looking on pictures.
  - Yoongi..? Is everything okay?
  - what? Oh, yeah, sorry, I just... Can we just stay like that for a few minutes?
It was like a dream. Did he just allowed him to stay like that? Huging him from behind? He closed his eyes and felt how calmly Yoongi is breathing. Then something unexpected happend. A few drops fell on his hands. He felt rain? In the building?  Hoseok opened his eyes.
Yoongi took off his hands and started wiping tears. He was so embarassed and didn't want Hoseok to notice him crying.
  - Nice photos, I think I'm going to the rest of the group, they must have been having fun right now. -he tried to push Hoseok but he was stronger.
  - ugh, let me go, are you crazy or what?
  - Yoongi why are you crying?
  - I don't, okay? Just let me go.
  - I won't until you tell me the reason. I'm serious.
  - it looks weird what if someone come here and see us like that?!
  - I don't care but if that's what bothering you right now then come with me
  - the fuck Hoseok?!- J Hope grabed his hand and went out of the room with exhibition. Yoongi tried to take his hand off but he gave up quickly.
  Hoseok opened the door and came in with Yoongi. It was small room just with desk, a few chairs and bookshelf so that was probably someone's office.
  - We can't be here- Yoongi looked more angry than sad and probably wanted to shout out loud those words but he just  whispered.
  - Don't worry about that
  - did you just fucking lose your mind?! What are we even doing here?
  - okey, calm down
  - you know what? I acctually calm but now I wonder what the fuck is wrong with you? As I said earlier, I'm going and-
  - Yoongi! Are you really asking what's wrong with me? Look at yourself. You allowed me to hug you and you cried and it wouldn't be so weird if it wouldn't  be you. I mean you're not so cuddly and you don't like to show your emotions and what's the most important. You have a fucking depression and I'm worried okay?- now Hoseok was crying.
  Suga didn't know what to say or what to do. He would just leave the room, but he cared about Hoseok and wanted to always see him smiling and being happy. Now he felt even worse. He cried back then because he had realised how much Hobi means for him and how badly he wanted to touch him and spend as much time with him as possible but it won't gonna happen. And now he was standing in front of someone who became the most important person in his life with feeling that he hurt him.
  - hey, what's wrong?- Yoongi tried to cheer up Hoseok but he didn't exactly know how. Hobi stopped crying but now was sitting on the desk with this look of poor puppy.- ugh I don't know how to make you feel better. I can't tell you why I cried. Of course I could lied about it but I want to be honest with you. And don't be worried about my depression. I feel better lately. Seriously. ... ugh I don't know what to say. I'm sorry for all of this. Are we fine now?
  - can I kiss you?
  - what?
  - can I kiss you?
  - wait. What the fuck? Is this some kind of joke or what?
  - no, it isn't. That's the serious question. Can I kiss you?- Hoseok stood up and walked to Yoongi and pushed him to the wall.
  - what the fuck are you doing?
  - why are you so rude towards me? I know you curse a lot, but now you're hurting my feelings a bit.
  - but what- Yoongi couldn't ask what exactly Hoseok wanted to do and why because J Hope already kissed him.
  Firstly it was a gentle kiss but when Hobi felt that Suga is not trying to push him away, he started using his tongue. Yoongi felt weak in his knee and would fall but Hoseok was holding him strongly. When finally Hobi stopped he saw Yoongi with still closed eyes and heavily breathing. He wanted to apologize to him or something but view of red faced Suga was too much for him. He started to kissing Yoongi's cheeks and then licking neck, which was hard because of his turtleneck. When Suga moaned a little Hoseok whispered to his ear:
  - I love you Min Yoongi-and gentle kissed his lips once again and then let him go.
  There was awkward silence so Hobi started blaming himself, because what if Suga doesn't want to know him anymore? What if he even will want to leave bangtan? It was so selfish and it shouldn't have happend. But then Yoongi huged him.
  - I'm sorry I shouldn't do that, we can forget it and act like nothing has happend.
  - so you don't love me?
  - what? I really love you, you're my everything, but I thought you hated me
  - I would. If I wouldn't love you. Please don't ever leave me.
  - of course I won't why do you think I wou-
  - back then I was crying because I realised that I love you. And I knew you wouldn't ever love me back.
  - But I do- Hobi kissed Yoongi's forehead -I think we should go to them now
  - yeah, and for now, nobody have to know what happend, okay?
  - sure, no one will know that you cried but I can't promise holding my emotions towards you
  - try to kiss me in public and you're dead
  - haha, but when we are alone can I?
  - ... yeah