Scattered Opus

Scribbles

Scribbles define a lot of things
Words on a page written illegibly
Colored pencils or crayons on a paper
Human minds in states of confusion
Hair in Charlie Brown

Scribbles define a lot.
Including my thoughts with my future
I have an outline and I used to have a plan
But after everything I'm sitting here thinking

What is my future?
Do I really plan on being that alone for years?
What even is the promise of a future?
How does planning for the unplannable helping me

So now, I'm running buck-wild
Doing everything, but this doesn't satisfy either
And then brings the question

Is anyone ever satisfied completely?

And the easy answer is no.
Humans are greedy and all consuming
We take things for granted so much that it's impossible for satisfaction

The harder answer is yes.
Humans, are also, the most compassionate animal population wise.
I mean, there is compassionate bears, but not all bears are compassionate.

All Humans, even sociopaths, have compassion, even if it's just for themselves.
Helping others or doing what you want is satisfying even if for only a second.
Put if it lasted forever life would be boring
You would be satisfied by the time you first say a word or discover your mouth

So satisfaction is not real, but very real.

Satisfaction is Scribbles.

-JRS