Silence fills her ears
Darkness fills her soul
He fills her mind
She parted her thoughts, searching for her favorite
She only saw him. She saw his smile. She wouldn't dare hurt him. She wouldn't dare tell him how bad she was hurting.
"Hey, what do you do when you feel depressed?"
He answered "listen to music and play video games."
He didn't catch her hint
She wiped away her tears on her bloodstained Jean's. The happy go lucky girl found her blade last night.
She covered her mouth to keep her sobs from waking the sisters in the room beside hers.
Premadonna. Overdramatic. Attention seeking.
Her mother turned her away.
Her father was only concerned with booze.
Her sister just wanted her to die.
The little girl who smiled every day and tried to make people laugh gave up.
Nobody tried.
Nobody listened to her.
She was the boy who yelled wolf without saying a word.
She silenced herself and let the wounds bleed out. Grey hoodie now red.
She was left alone in the darkness calling out for someone to save her.
She was suffocating. Help she says.
You only hear "I'll waste your time!"
Times running out
Her demons shatter the hourglass bringing the glass to her wrist
TIK. TOK. You're out of time.
YOU ARE READING
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PoetryI dont know anymore. thoughts that take milliseconds to conjure make me cry. My family doesn't care. I'm drowning by myself.
