Here i am,
Succumbing to my thoughts alone in my room,
Allowing my demons called depression take over my mind.
These demons fill my brain with poison,
They start with my thoughts,
Which then flow like a river to my heart.
These demons will carry me 100 feet above the ground,
Then drop me into the ocean below,
Just to leave me there to drown all alone.
I am here alone,
No one to my left, no one to my right,
And the only one i thought i could rely on is nowhere to be seen.
My muffled screams, my cries for help,
All getting quieter and quieter,
As i slowly descend into madness i call my love for you.
I was such a fool for placing everything i have in you,
Relying on you to be my source of courage,
When you wont even acknowledge an obvious cry for help.
You did this to me,
You are the reason i feel like i am suffocating,
Or is it all because of me?
Did i cause you to leave me alone here?
Did i push you to the point where you had to leave,
Simply to escape the suffering i have caused you?
Either way it won't matter,
Either way i'm not gonna tell you how i feel,
Either way i'm not gonna be a burden to you.
I will lay here,
Alone,
Until you realize the hell that you have put me through
