happy birthday, claudia

Claudia. hmm. Claudia. first I would like to apologize. I have forgotten your birthday and I'm terribly sorry. I'm so so sorry you must hate me. I am 15 days too late!! gahhhh. I'm so sorry

secondly, I would like to thank you for always being there for me. whenever I have a problem you were always there. we met about two years ago (yes I looked it up) there's something about you that has made me like you. its your personality, your quirkiness and yourself. your beautiful self.

I know I can always count on you. even on the hard times and the bad times. I always want to pop up on your interaction because I don't want you to forget me (I know you said you'll never forget me)

I will always be your best friend. even though you never ask me for help or even though I'm the one always reaching out to you but that's okay I'm not complaining. I just want you to stay in my life that's all

fuckity Shit I'm crying

i cant call you on Skype to tell you all these because I know I'll cry hahhah I'm such an emotional wreck I'm sorry

you're the best friend I have never had. you're the best friend worth keeping. even though its a little tough because we don't talk everyday but remember you will always be my best friend even though I'm not yours, that's okay.

all those Skype calls means a lot to me. I wish I can call you every weekend and have a really long conversation but I'm afraid you'll find me too clingy and annoying and you'll start pushing yourself away from me. that's the last thing I wanna do to you

again, I'm so sorry I forgot your birthday. I will not make a lame excuse because its not really cool anymore. ill just accept my mistake

so anyway I love you so much. I really really love you please don't ever ever change.