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chapter 1 I hate summer

It was summer,summer oh hell its summer,the summer that I hate the most the summer that took everything from me,now look at me I am all messed up not knowing where to go or how to start over just because of loving so much how can he betray me this much that stupid Donovan,I wonder how is it possible to start over after loosing everything oh hell who can believe it that I was once loved and once treated like a Queen even like a sane person,
(The third person...
She was sitting in the boat ,she was blonde, beautiful young and tall ,she was crying her hair was tied in a pony tail she was wearing shorts even a t- shirt she was pale on her face. With puffy eyes from crying,  she was crying remembering how great it once felt to be with people who loved her cared for her and who always supported her ,she was remembering every summer vacation she  spent with her family the  past years ,playing with them ..laughters everywhere ,till now she couldn't believe how her life turned that way ,how could it be possible that all who cared for her left  at the same time,she didn't know what to do she just started the engine which makes the boat starting to move forward to the middle of the ocean she just needed to breath just for a second this was too much for her... When she reached too far she didn't stop crying even her herself she didn't believe herself if she was sane everyone kept claiming that after all had happened that she got depressed even  all her friends thought of her as mentally disordered and all  behaved as if she was stupid and insane just because of her reactions after loosing both her parents her 2 aunts her cousins even her baby girl Carly at the same time the  last summer. All her friends started rejecting her even her uncle who even didn't bother to like her from the start he took over all her parent's businesses  claiming that the girl is crazy that she could ruin everything saying that she has to first get treated but the girl knew her uncle always wanted to get her dad's businesses and all their treasure  ,she even got her lawyer claiming that she was sane that he can stand for her in the court  but he just refused saying she was not alright for starting ruling that big company herself but she sensed conspiracy there and betrayal ...oh hell this was all too much for her she was only 23 but her life had been messed up screwed up by that stupid Donovan ,she started screaming as the memories comes rushing in her mind ,she knew she meant nothing in this life even if she can die no one can get hurt or care that she is dead all can get pity on her just that ..she gained the thought of drowning herself she started screaming saying screw me ,screw you Carlene ... Then she come closer so that she can jump off the boat and none was at her sight to save her.
Thanks guys and hope you read it I am trying my best please tell me how you think of it I am willing to do my best 😘😘
I know it is still confusing with this girl Carlene Michaels who is trying to kill herself because of her depression caused by her ugliest past but soon you will know what this guy Donovan had done to her to make her life ugly.