The Negative Balance

Part title

Life is very strange to be honest, a lot of pressure, pejorative, and a lot of negativity. I say this because of the way human beings have become over our generation on Earth, the belief of us created from a being with white hair and a robe. As well as having a son with brown hair and also a white robe. Saying they can create and help others into a place for the afterlife. People look up to this being however I did not. I respect others who do look up to this being, because of sensitivity and how biased they can be. But not just that however... but also a lot of disagreements and hate on one another. Hate having to do with color, color that people think defines you, it's rather an incision of negativity that is not true nor to be taken seriously. There's a lot more than just above humans however. My story has a lot to do with unbalancing within human nature and our life. But rather something to do with these... beings. Beings that dissect those that they take, as the blade tearing apart the human tissue... Hearing those obnoxious screams happening, as they silenced the horrified human with a needle. The needle that pulls in the knowledge of human life. These being's skin color was gray, and some sort of more abnormal body parts. As they stand 8 feet tall, watching as they suffer. But the most depressing thing was, I was one of those victims. This is my story of what I experienced...

I was heading to school at a Wednesday morning as the sun shined on Billy's car. Then when I heading in, he came up to me, looking as I saw him smiling. But knowing looking into his eyes how malevolent he is. "Hey Lacy." "Yes?" I said. "I wonder why you have a punchable face.""Wait what???" As I frightened from his words. Then he swung his hand, as the momentum was created, as he injured my face. "Ha! You fucking Bitch!" He said loudly as people saw me on the ground, tears running down my face and the big red gash he made on my cheek. Later on I headed to the nurse, skipping class while at it, she gave me an ice pack and told me "Wait here, I'll write you a pass to your 3rd black, wait... which block do you have?" I said "I have History with Mr. Fickleing." "Oh, oh okay, just making sure." As she handed me the pass I thanked her and went on to Fickleing. As I entered people had different expressions as they saw me. They even looked away from in disgust when I sat down. Gladly Billy wasn't in this class, thank god. As Mr. Fickleing was giving us directions and the main objective. But then as he saw my face, he was starting to struggle with words, his brown eyes widening as he saw what happened, and hem it was getting to me, my feelings starting to feel a lot of sadness and paranoia... Then it got worse after Fickleing's class. People were laughing at me, making me feel a lot of insecurities. Then after 8th block came the end of the day. I was crying as I was walking home, the sound of cars driving fast but leaving marks on the road. The sun wasn't shining, but rather clouds covering the sky and the ground was darkened a little. So then after school I decided I'm staying home tomorrow. That way Billie doesn't try anything nor involving me in it. I told my mother, and she said "You May stay home, I'm calling the school tomorrow about that boy."

In my room that following day, I was about to sleep as i was bundling up. As the lights went black and my television silenced. I was feeling a little better after what Billie did, ugh, he always hitting other girls for no reason. It's really embarrassing and irrelevant, he is delusional. As that thought faded as my eyelids got heavy, I went into slumber, as my mind clearing itself from all the digesting hate. Then the new world I was in creating land, animals, a beautiful house in the cabin. My enjoyment of my own life blooming as flowers grew. As a pale wolf came up to me, laying on the ground as he went towards me. It had felt like I was in some sort of another place for Heaven, a lot of comfort and self confidence coming to me as I smiled. As my face brightened to the rising sun smiling down on me. The feeling of the brown hair man with a white robe walking towards me, smiling as he started levitating. "Is that you Jesus Christ?" I said. As he was about to say his answer, all of the sudden I fell away from my world. As I was falling back to reality, I had woken up around 12:30 AM. I never wake up at that time at all, not even once. So then I had got my head up, but Jesus wasn't here, and I had forgot about my belief. But then... there was something in my room, something that was living. I started seeing it as my eyes starting clearing my vision, but then all the sudden, the figure descending from the shadow went up to me. Dear god the horror of it... it stared at me while being very close to my face, those eyes... those eyes were the eyes of something sinister, the eyes so wide it's hard to explain. It's skin was gray, had long fingers, no eye color at all, but rather something that was lifting me. It was lifting me from my bed, but it wasn't holding on, it was lifting me with his fingers, I was unable to move at all, as I started tearing up. I even tried calling my mom for help but my mouth was not able to open... as my body starting to feel paralyzed, it took me and lifted me from my room. The walls shook as the ceiling started tearing apart as I rise up to the air, I was so terrified, no one here to help me, no one here to save me from this...this... thing! I was still unable to move as a beam of light shined down on me, the thing stop levitating me and I had been getting abducted by beings... I was heading inside the floating craft, it had a circle like shape, some sort of reflective like metallic metal, I had headed inside the floating craft. I felt my teeth struggling, wiggling, some sort of painful sensation, dear god it wasn't stopping at all... then I had finally went inside the craft, as the bottom of the ridge closed on its own. Jesus there was so many of those things... it was staring at me as I started fainting, but then it had flicked me in the head to wake me up. I was apparently very fully awake, they had some sort of light shiny on me, I had just found out that they were actually studying me... but also dissecting me as I saw an incision happening on my stomach, I do not understand how I was still alive. I screamed so loudly as I was struggling to escape, but then I was some sort of straps come out of the table platform I was on, holding my wrist, restraining me from infuriating these beings. I screamed louder I was in tears, having the worst trauma of my existence, the beings smiled as I was horrified.

While I was on the table, having a lot of fear, they had activated some sort of machine, a machine with a long needle on it, my eyes widening as I saw it approach my face. It was also pointing to my brain, I was trying to slip my wrist away from the holder, but then the being use it's mind to pin my body down... then the needle had made contact with my forehead, as it starts going deeper in my head as the blood drips from my head, it was be most painful trauma I have ever had in my life, I started to feel no emotion, feeling numbness, feeling my body leaving... After the needle successfully entering my head, images of my memories started appearing on some sort of hologram on the table, I was running to catch a butterfly... then as it flattered it's wings, it flew away, I also have seen memories that were undiscovered, the undiscovered one was my tragedy of my father leaving. At that point I started feeling emotion again, I miss him so much, I never saw him again after that day. Then the beings were communicating, they were not speaking however, but rather mind manipulation, sending waves of them to each other, one shook its head as well. As they were watching my memories the needle had been inserted out, the darken blood filled within the needle as it drips onto my head, then I was feeling me again. Then the door opened to the view of Earth, they were blasting me into the darkened place of space! As the air was flying out, one of them went up to me. "Goodbye Lacy..." it said, I had screamed and screamed as I blasted into space, my body started freezing, me life falling away. Then came to me was... death. Then I woke up in my bed, it was daylight, It was 8:00 AM, but I never usually wake up that late when there's no school, but then those memories were coming back from that craft. Then I had realized there were cuts all over my body, nothing bleeding, but the outline of what they did to me... Life has now told me that nothing is what it seems, nothing is normal nor correct, humans are only makings of the consequences, I was never the same after when the grays had abducted me...