Kissed by Fire

Hey, my name is Eric and I have a best friend, and his name was Jonas. Jonas and I always grew up around him. We shared laughter and sadness and anger. We been like this since elementary to middle school and now time has rolled around to senior. Ive always shared my breakdowns with him and his shared to me. I woke one night to a dream that felt real as if it were to be reality. I felt emotion powerful like it grabbed me and seeped into the middle of my forehead causing shockwaves to shoot all down into me. I didnt get to sleep that night. I pondered over and over questioning who I was. Who am I?  Did memories occuring to this moment really mean that I, Eric, could possibly be gay? It was him. My best friend who was kissed by fire in his cheeks red as rose and his hair aflame like the sun touched him and eyes of a deep ocean wave of blue. After that night I stayed up night after night going back and forth between my mind, questioning all and everything. During this whole pit I was slipping into I was going to school, seeing him everyday, looking at his face, watching him laugh and him be a lion who ruled the kingdom and all the more basking in the suns beautiful glow. I loved him. but did he love me? I couldn't bear the thought no longer to hide how I truly felt. My thoughts beat me up wondering why I didnt tell."JUST TELL HIM". Just the day before the ceremony, I  finally made up my mind to have the courage to tell. Both of us were going to a party, and I felt my palms sweat and glisten. We both had a good time but I shut off like a light switch to him on the ride home. He said,"Whats Wrong?"."I, um just don't feel well, I must've drunk to much" I stated. He could tell something else was wrong. I got so nervous I began to shake like a fawn learning to stand. I started to get sad and upset with myself knowing I didn't tell him and we was nearing to my house. We seen the house in the view and   I got depressed knowing I prepared for this night for awhile, and yet to find myself lost in the pit once more."We aren't stopping here" said Jonas. I said,"W-What?". We continue to drive past my house and I was confused. We drove to a abandoned place where no one could find us. I wondered what we could possibly be doing here. His parents owned this cabin when they'd want to go out to get out of their house. He took my hand and smiled at me and said,"Come In." I follow into his cabin to find the place is lit up with white candles and drapes of white sash on every window. He took me in the middle of the room and said,"Eric, tomorrow is graduation, I felt this way for u for quite a long time now, and you  were my muse from a distant it felt like, but this time I wanted u to come closer for u to be into my arms. I Lo-". I run in for a kiss and I felt like I was welcome into a place where it felt warm and comforting. His lips upon mine I felt time stop and watch to see how we grew from these kids to lovers who all along shared two hearts into one. The stars gleamed in from one main open window where the drapes pulled back to watch as an audience. That night we shared all of each other this time and felt our bodies collide and passion filled eyes lead us through the night. We wake up and the sun shined brighter than before. and I woke him up with a kiss. A kiss by fire. Our fire.